Friday, December 23, 2016

The happiest dream!




It was 10 am in the morning..if I'm not mistaken..




Malam sebelumnya I couldn't sleep because I was staying up..trying to sleep in the morning but cannot! Guess the caffeine works so much to my body hehe!



So I had this one dream... I am really sure by far it was the happiest dream that I ever had in my life..




So what is it in that dream sampai claim it was my happiest dream?



hehehehehehehhehe




the dream began....




He was in the car. So then I came and want to enter the car..



He sat on the seat next to the driver..




I stood besides the driver door...




He was taking out something then.....





Then....










then......


















then.......................
















then..................















then...................................

















he showed me THREE RINGS!!!!!!!!!!!











and sambil tunjuk tu, he even said "taraaa tengok ni cincin untuk awak."










Why 3 rings?? I have no idea~ hahahah






I remembered myself in that dream, takdela terkejut and happy sangat..macam "oh ok cincin....."







tapi pelik...






so I said to him "why got three rings?"














He replied.."beli untuk merisik, bertunang dgn kahwin sekali..senang! beli sebab ada promotion."










I said.."why so suddenly?????" 











Masa tu tak terfikir part beli 3 cincin sebab ada promotion hahaha!!











Then I don't know what happen...next dream chapter.....!







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I was late...I ran onto the stairs...







Then I saw something happen at the ruang tamu..







I don't know but it was blurry.. what happen pun taktau la but then I heard someone was telling me...








"Tula lambat...rugi tak tengok tadi!"








I was like...searching for the suara all over the place..











Where did it came from???And most importantly, FROM WHOM??









WHO SAID IT? I don't know about that either hahaha!









But I remember myself wearing a white gown dress...with veil on top of my head..







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Next chapter..








I suddenly felt happy...Like I don't know how to describe but I felt TRULY HAPPY!!!





Then at one time...





I remembered whispering to myself...







"Oh camni ke perasaannya bertunang & jadi hak milik orang???"










THE END!










Then I woke up with seribu satu persoalan...




What kind of dream is that??!!!!




Dahla in the middle of study week lagi! hahaha

Pastu takleh go nya, those 3 rings dibeli time promotion???? what?? agakla hahaha




I saved here sebab benda ni meaningful. Teehee. Bukan selalu nak dapat mimpi macamni. :D








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To be truth, I didn't think anything related to marriage now sebab dah selalu sangat ditanya and selalu sangat disuruh kahwin because-I-am-the-oldest.





So sebab dah selalu kena tanya, hati ni dah macam kebal dah haha!




Kalau dulu sikit2 nak terasa..sikit2 nak touching bila degree tak habis orang lain dah habis pastu boleh kahwin awal blablablabla.



Pastu macam wait...keadaan sekarang ni macam belum membenarkan untuk ke arah itu so why you stress sangat sebab orang sekeliling dah kahwin? Nak berlumba ek sape kahwin dulu?



Perasan tak banyak je benda yang belum dicapai lagi?
Perasan tak kahwin tu bermaksud menambah tanggungjawab?
Perasan tak kahwin tu perlukan ilmu?



Honestly dah redha tak kisahla nak kahwin bila but not now la :)



Not even close to engaged because we once pernah la discuss taknak engaged, nak terus je! haha jimat




Lagipun kita taktau siapa jodoh kita kan. Nak berangan lebih2 takde gunanya tapi doa semoga dia tu jodoh kita wajib ada :)







But still, itu the best mimpi! haha kbai until next entry inshaaAllah :)



Assalamualaikum! :)



Saturday, December 17, 2016

study week part 1 - semester 3


HTV
BI
SHE
BIOSTAT
PENGAJIAN ISLAM


I'm making coffee for myself now :)

Semoga semua soalan exam senang lah hendaknya Aamiin :)