Assalamualaikum.
So I am currently attached dekat ward supply and the only words that I can say is it is very tiring.. :( I don't know whether it really is tiring or not as my heart doesn't belong at this place. So nampak la kat situ kan? Haha but as the days passed, I'm trying my best to make every work done and tried to settle all of them. I couldn't run, I couldn't change and all I can do is just follow the schedule and learn. That's what the real purpose of these attachement places, to give you knowledge and experience. While me on the other hand, trying my best to pushed and complained so many things about everything like what is wrong with you girl? Should have be grateful bcs not everyone is lucky to get this opportunity of working in the hospital.. Ya I know I know.. My fault.. :/
Despite the fact that it is tiring, it also taught me so many things. Maybe yang penat tu just pagi2 tu je sebab there were so many boxes untuk disiapkan and maybe yes, part berjalan nak ambil ubat tu yang memenatkan. Sebab kadang2 ubat kat stor, kat fridge, kat atas, kat bawah.. Lots of movements. Balik kerja je mesti tidur, haaa macam dlm entri lepas la tidur sampai maghrib haha but im trying my best untuk elakkan rasa penat tu dari menguasai diri. Tak boleh ikutkan sangat badan ni, kalau ikutkan semua benda nak senang, siapa nak bagi?
So haritu, I get to taste aiskrim pasu. Hehe we search for it everywhere, two days. Mula2 dekat tasik tak jumpa, then the next day we went to the town. Alhamdulillah jumpa. It tastes so good. Rasa macam berbaloi beli even mahal but at least you get to taste kan :) So before pergi meninggalkan Taiping bulan 5 ni, rasa complete akhirnya dapat makan dan pergi kat semuaa tempat kat Taiping.. :)
My next muet paper will be on 7 march which will be less than 8 days kot from now.. Got another one week and then Im done. Cant wait to see the result yang mana exam pun belum lagi hahaha :D InsyaAllah. Till the next entry as I don't have so much to share at the moment. Assalamualaikum :)
Friday, February 20, 2015
Friday, February 13, 2015
Bye satelit. We will never meet again.
Assalamualaikum
So today adalah my last day in satellite and I feel sad a lil bit. Sikit je sebab for me department ni adalah yang paling less busy compared to other departments and bolej relaks sikit kat sini. Ward supply adalah my next attachement place and I can't wait to go there :) Rasa sedih pun ada sebab lepasni dah tak masuk satelit, last sem kan.. Surely Im gonna miss satellite so much :( Oh and here's one thing. Setiap hari balik pukul 5 kan, so sometimes lepas balik mandi solat then tidur sampai pukul 7 camtu. Then I found myself to be so weak bila bangun masa maghrib. Rasa lost kejap, where am I, what am I'm doing, kenapa rasa pening2 and then I know tidur waktu maghrib memang tak elok. Memang tak elok tapi kadang2 takde choices sebab penat sangat..
Memang rasa weak gilaa then moody tak tentu pasal hahaha. So pengajaran harini adalah.... Jangan tidur lepas asar dan nak2 dekat maghrib.., :/
Penat memang penat. Tambah2 kalau start from two pm until five tu I had to settle and finish all preparations if Im in lotion section, which is very tiring because it uses the energy, fully. Buat ramai2 pun penat jugak tau hehe ngade betul sikit2 nak penat :/ Eventhough boleh buat kerja sambil duduk, yelah sebab packing je kan but you will feel tired even more. But all in all semua department ada kelebihan dan kekurangan..
Dari situ la kita belajar cope and bersabar dengan kerja2 yang kadang2 memang memenatkan. Idk why but I feel like working is less tiring compared to studying.. I mean studying mcm memerlukan untuk berfikir and complete everything within the time, tapi kalau kerja bila dah tahu apa kena buat then it will be smooth all the way :) Tapii tu bukan la reason taknak sambung lepas ni.. I still have a long way to go.. Sampai bila la nak hidup dalam zon selesa je. I have to move out and think out of the box and cope with everything, because personally I feel experience is priceless. You cant get in anywhere, even some people might tell you their long stories or share their experiences you're still, unable to feel the real thing. Learning is one thing, you might learn something by listening to them but I think learning that comes with experience is way better :) But either way, both okay.
So today adalah my last day in satellite and I feel sad a lil bit. Sikit je sebab for me department ni adalah yang paling less busy compared to other departments and bolej relaks sikit kat sini. Ward supply adalah my next attachement place and I can't wait to go there :) Rasa sedih pun ada sebab lepasni dah tak masuk satelit, last sem kan.. Surely Im gonna miss satellite so much :( Oh and here's one thing. Setiap hari balik pukul 5 kan, so sometimes lepas balik mandi solat then tidur sampai pukul 7 camtu. Then I found myself to be so weak bila bangun masa maghrib. Rasa lost kejap, where am I, what am I'm doing, kenapa rasa pening2 and then I know tidur waktu maghrib memang tak elok. Memang tak elok tapi kadang2 takde choices sebab penat sangat..
Memang rasa weak gilaa then moody tak tentu pasal hahaha. So pengajaran harini adalah.... Jangan tidur lepas asar dan nak2 dekat maghrib.., :/
Penat memang penat. Tambah2 kalau start from two pm until five tu I had to settle and finish all preparations if Im in lotion section, which is very tiring because it uses the energy, fully. Buat ramai2 pun penat jugak tau hehe ngade betul sikit2 nak penat :/ Eventhough boleh buat kerja sambil duduk, yelah sebab packing je kan but you will feel tired even more. But all in all semua department ada kelebihan dan kekurangan..
Dari situ la kita belajar cope and bersabar dengan kerja2 yang kadang2 memang memenatkan. Idk why but I feel like working is less tiring compared to studying.. I mean studying mcm memerlukan untuk berfikir and complete everything within the time, tapi kalau kerja bila dah tahu apa kena buat then it will be smooth all the way :) Tapii tu bukan la reason taknak sambung lepas ni.. I still have a long way to go.. Sampai bila la nak hidup dalam zon selesa je. I have to move out and think out of the box and cope with everything, because personally I feel experience is priceless. You cant get in anywhere, even some people might tell you their long stories or share their experiences you're still, unable to feel the real thing. Learning is one thing, you might learn something by listening to them but I think learning that comes with experience is way better :) But either way, both okay.
Tuesday, February 10, 2015
Hellooooo satelit farmasiii :)
Assalamualaikum.
Dalam banyak2 department, satelit farmasi yang paling lisa sukaaaa sangat hehe.. Tak tahu kenapa tapi mungkin sebab masa mula2 attached waktu sem 5 dulu, tempat pertama attached adalah satelit. Waktu tu pulak memang nervous sangat sebab takut dengan staff yang tak tahu garang or ok ke tak dengan lisa then emm ikut flow je lah.. Then it happened to be that this is my fav places of all departments :)
Working flow dia pun best dan memenatkan. Hahaha kerja memang penat kan, and I love working dalam situasi kerja yang mana apa yang kita belajar kita dapat apply time kerja :) Pagi2 dalam pukul 8-11 memang sibuk dengan troli2 dari wad2.. - Nurse akan hantar troli around 8 to 9 am. Kalau yang lambat tu memang lambat la siap sebab semua ubat harus siap sebelum jam 12 tengahari. Bila troli dah sampai, lisa suka clearkan troli yang mana tengok dan pastikan posisi pesakit sama dengan borang yang baru nurse hantar then keluarkan semua ubat. I just love doing this :) Then bagitahu dekat ppf atau student lain yang troli tu dah siap clear untuk mereka filling. Filling ni best jugak, kita akan amik satu box patient (one box for one patient) then masukkan ubat dalam box tu pastu check everything, check setiap ubat dengan betul eventhough pharmacist akan counter check tapi kita kan nak tunjuk prestasi kerja yang bagus, so kadang2 acah2 pharmacist jugak la hahaha. Usually kalau malas just amik ubat then terus letak tapi untuk langkah berjaga-jaga double check ubat apa yang kita amik then baru letak dalam troli. Letak dalam troli pulak bukan camtu je, ada masa2 yang kita perlu susun untuk memudahkan nurse bagi setiap patient tu makan. Part ni kadang2 mencabar jugak bila time tak boleh fokus, sebab you cant just put all the times sukahati je. Kena ikut turn and waktu ni la yang kadang2 melambatkan prosedur filling ubat. Kadang2 blur for couple of minutes hahaha tambah2 kalau the night before tidur lewat.. Memang lambat la nak siapkan satu box untuk patient tu. Then kalau patient tu ada IV or injection kena amik dalam stor and record all injections yang kita amik. Part record merekod ni sape je suka hahaha tapi bila fikir balik ianya brings benefit jugak la sebab dapat kawal berapa banyak stok injection. Then lepas semuaaaa dah siap, kita letak balik kat tempat asal box tu and continue dengan box lain sampai la semua boxes di satu2 troli tu siap :) Pharmacist akan check and call the nurse untuk bawak troli naik wad and then youre so done! :)
Petang2 biasanya lisa duduk di discharge counter. Sebenarnya bukanlah discharge counter tapi sebab kebanyakan yang datang kat kaunter tu semua patient yanh discharge, so senang la panggil discharge counter je haha.. Part paling best adalah bila patient datang bawak prescription and then the moment tanya dia dari wad mana and bagi dia number. Idk why im so weird man tapi ni macam kena sangaaat dgn jiwa hahaha.. It feels like benda ni membahagiakan.. Macam kena dgn what I really want to be. Then communicate dgn patient tu and they smiled makes me feel appreciated bila dorang senyum balik and give a good respons :') I mean we are just a student but the way they treat and asked us like kitorg ni pro buat rasa sangat dihargai.. Then prescription tu akan dicetak ubatnya pakai komputer dan sistem yang sedia ada then label akan keluar. Lepastu, my fav part. Filling time! :) Kadang2 kalau patient ramai, amik je setiap ubat dengan tengok kuantiti tanpa tengok the prescription sebab yelah ramai kan.. Tapi kalau sorang dua je patient, amik time ni untuk belajar dengan sempatnya filling tanpa tengok kuantiti prepared dekat label. Time ni la nak kira2 sendiri and test matematik :D Then lepas semuaaa dah siap, kitorg akan panggil pharmacist untuk dispense the drugs to the patients. Andd this time la paling best bila tengok dorang dispense.. I really wanttttt to be like them. Like so muchh! Bestnya tengok dorang dispense and they way they communicate with the patients.. InsyaAllah one day Amiiin :)
So that was the story of satellite pharmacy aka my fav place. I wish I have more time nak ada kat tempat ni tapi tulah kena pergi tempat lain jugak kan.. So till the next post InsyaAllah :)
Assalamualaikum
Dalam banyak2 department, satelit farmasi yang paling lisa sukaaaa sangat hehe.. Tak tahu kenapa tapi mungkin sebab masa mula2 attached waktu sem 5 dulu, tempat pertama attached adalah satelit. Waktu tu pulak memang nervous sangat sebab takut dengan staff yang tak tahu garang or ok ke tak dengan lisa then emm ikut flow je lah.. Then it happened to be that this is my fav places of all departments :)
Working flow dia pun best dan memenatkan. Hahaha kerja memang penat kan, and I love working dalam situasi kerja yang mana apa yang kita belajar kita dapat apply time kerja :) Pagi2 dalam pukul 8-11 memang sibuk dengan troli2 dari wad2.. - Nurse akan hantar troli around 8 to 9 am. Kalau yang lambat tu memang lambat la siap sebab semua ubat harus siap sebelum jam 12 tengahari. Bila troli dah sampai, lisa suka clearkan troli yang mana tengok dan pastikan posisi pesakit sama dengan borang yang baru nurse hantar then keluarkan semua ubat. I just love doing this :) Then bagitahu dekat ppf atau student lain yang troli tu dah siap clear untuk mereka filling. Filling ni best jugak, kita akan amik satu box patient (one box for one patient) then masukkan ubat dalam box tu pastu check everything, check setiap ubat dengan betul eventhough pharmacist akan counter check tapi kita kan nak tunjuk prestasi kerja yang bagus, so kadang2 acah2 pharmacist jugak la hahaha. Usually kalau malas just amik ubat then terus letak tapi untuk langkah berjaga-jaga double check ubat apa yang kita amik then baru letak dalam troli. Letak dalam troli pulak bukan camtu je, ada masa2 yang kita perlu susun untuk memudahkan nurse bagi setiap patient tu makan. Part ni kadang2 mencabar jugak bila time tak boleh fokus, sebab you cant just put all the times sukahati je. Kena ikut turn and waktu ni la yang kadang2 melambatkan prosedur filling ubat. Kadang2 blur for couple of minutes hahaha tambah2 kalau the night before tidur lewat.. Memang lambat la nak siapkan satu box untuk patient tu. Then kalau patient tu ada IV or injection kena amik dalam stor and record all injections yang kita amik. Part record merekod ni sape je suka hahaha tapi bila fikir balik ianya brings benefit jugak la sebab dapat kawal berapa banyak stok injection. Then lepas semuaaaa dah siap, kita letak balik kat tempat asal box tu and continue dengan box lain sampai la semua boxes di satu2 troli tu siap :) Pharmacist akan check and call the nurse untuk bawak troli naik wad and then youre so done! :)
Petang2 biasanya lisa duduk di discharge counter. Sebenarnya bukanlah discharge counter tapi sebab kebanyakan yang datang kat kaunter tu semua patient yanh discharge, so senang la panggil discharge counter je haha.. Part paling best adalah bila patient datang bawak prescription and then the moment tanya dia dari wad mana and bagi dia number. Idk why im so weird man tapi ni macam kena sangaaat dgn jiwa hahaha.. It feels like benda ni membahagiakan.. Macam kena dgn what I really want to be. Then communicate dgn patient tu and they smiled makes me feel appreciated bila dorang senyum balik and give a good respons :') I mean we are just a student but the way they treat and asked us like kitorg ni pro buat rasa sangat dihargai.. Then prescription tu akan dicetak ubatnya pakai komputer dan sistem yang sedia ada then label akan keluar. Lepastu, my fav part. Filling time! :) Kadang2 kalau patient ramai, amik je setiap ubat dengan tengok kuantiti tanpa tengok the prescription sebab yelah ramai kan.. Tapi kalau sorang dua je patient, amik time ni untuk belajar dengan sempatnya filling tanpa tengok kuantiti prepared dekat label. Time ni la nak kira2 sendiri and test matematik :D Then lepas semuaaa dah siap, kitorg akan panggil pharmacist untuk dispense the drugs to the patients. Andd this time la paling best bila tengok dorang dispense.. I really wanttttt to be like them. Like so muchh! Bestnya tengok dorang dispense and they way they communicate with the patients.. InsyaAllah one day Amiiin :)
So that was the story of satellite pharmacy aka my fav place. I wish I have more time nak ada kat tempat ni tapi tulah kena pergi tempat lain jugak kan.. So till the next post InsyaAllah :)
Assalamualaikum
Saturday, February 7, 2015
Rezeki datang dalam banyak cara
Assalamualaikum.
Rezeki datang dalam banyak cara. Banyak sangat. Countless. Dulu pernah fikir, rezeki tu hanya makanan. Kalau orang bagi makan free, baru itu rezeki. Hanya itu. Rupanya silap, kawan2 yang baik, yang selalu ada, yang mengajar sesuatu pun adalah rezeki. Memang hurt tapi itu adalah our part untuk kita rasai pengalaman tu. Bukan semua orang dapat, pengalaman tak semua orang dapat yang sama, kan? :) Pengalaman yang best, yang bahagia itu pun satu rezeki. Yang menjatuhkan diri kita, sesekali tersungkur jugak kan bila ada masalah, itu pun rezeki jugak. Choose to see from another side, itu part kita. Itu yang Allah beri untuk kita rasa, rezeki. It's either a blessing or a lesson. Rasanya this week paling terasa rezekinya.
Minggu ni attached tempat sama, masih di satelit. Bersyukur jugak dapat di satelit sebab memang my fav daripada semua2 tempat. That's number one. Then I came to across that one of the staff belanja nasi lemak for all of us. It was really a blessing sebab memang nak save duit for the lunch. Then ada lebih, I get to eat some more sampai bawak balik rumah. So balik rumah tak perlu masak dinner. Dah save banyak kat situ. That's number two.
Then I went out yesterday. Idk but some people might find Im such a boring person sebab tak suka keluar rumah. I would rather spend my day at home dari keluar tapi ok je kalau ada yang nak keluar. It's just I prefer to stay at home sebab weekdays dah kerja so nak la jugak berehat all day long. Dari petang semalam, kawan yang belanja dari makan kat satu kedai sampai la kedai last. It was really really a blessing. That's number three.
Bukan tu je, I get to share and voice out whatever thoughts in my mind dengan kawan yang memang baik sangat, yang tahu dan faham the real me. Happy, stress-free, open minded, I feel calm. I feel so calm until now. So that's number four. Lagi, I get to walk and walk and walk dekat tempat yg memang fav. It's been a long time since I walked, then hujan and I couldn't ask for more. Countless. Count what He gives you and see on the positive side :)
Assalamualaikum.
Rezeki datang dalam banyak cara. Banyak sangat. Countless. Dulu pernah fikir, rezeki tu hanya makanan. Kalau orang bagi makan free, baru itu rezeki. Hanya itu. Rupanya silap, kawan2 yang baik, yang selalu ada, yang mengajar sesuatu pun adalah rezeki. Memang hurt tapi itu adalah our part untuk kita rasai pengalaman tu. Bukan semua orang dapat, pengalaman tak semua orang dapat yang sama, kan? :) Pengalaman yang best, yang bahagia itu pun satu rezeki. Yang menjatuhkan diri kita, sesekali tersungkur jugak kan bila ada masalah, itu pun rezeki jugak. Choose to see from another side, itu part kita. Itu yang Allah beri untuk kita rasa, rezeki. It's either a blessing or a lesson. Rasanya this week paling terasa rezekinya.
Minggu ni attached tempat sama, masih di satelit. Bersyukur jugak dapat di satelit sebab memang my fav daripada semua2 tempat. That's number one. Then I came to across that one of the staff belanja nasi lemak for all of us. It was really a blessing sebab memang nak save duit for the lunch. Then ada lebih, I get to eat some more sampai bawak balik rumah. So balik rumah tak perlu masak dinner. Dah save banyak kat situ. That's number two.
Then I went out yesterday. Idk but some people might find Im such a boring person sebab tak suka keluar rumah. I would rather spend my day at home dari keluar tapi ok je kalau ada yang nak keluar. It's just I prefer to stay at home sebab weekdays dah kerja so nak la jugak berehat all day long. Dari petang semalam, kawan yang belanja dari makan kat satu kedai sampai la kedai last. It was really really a blessing. That's number three.
Bukan tu je, I get to share and voice out whatever thoughts in my mind dengan kawan yang memang baik sangat, yang tahu dan faham the real me. Happy, stress-free, open minded, I feel calm. I feel so calm until now. So that's number four. Lagi, I get to walk and walk and walk dekat tempat yg memang fav. It's been a long time since I walked, then hujan and I couldn't ask for more. Countless. Count what He gives you and see on the positive side :)
Assalamualaikum.
Thursday, February 5, 2015
MUET Speaking test '15
Assalamualaikum.
I was in pain the moment I came into the quarantine class right before the speaking test started. The effect of painkiller that I took the night before to reduce my other pain become a continuous pain on this morning. It was such an unexpected experience. I woke up at 5.30 a.m and while getting myself prepared to go to the school, the dizziness came in. It was actually less worse la compared to the night before bcs I only got 2hours sleeping..itupun kejap2 bangun sebab takut tak terbangun. I had to woke up early bcs I need to send my friend to her school which was quite far from my school so that's why... Jap where were we? Oh okkkk then I took two slices of bread with butter and a bottle of mineral water.. With a hope that these breakfast would wipe or at least let the dizziness disappear for a while.. Probably the painkiller tak dikeluarkan dari badan bcs I only drink very very very little amount of water after I took the painkiller. Oh pastu to make it worse, I took two capsules of the drugs yg mana sebenarnya kalau amik satu pun effect dah cukup kuat but I had no choice. I have to revise and I was in pain so I choose to reduce the pain by taking emm two capsules that brings me to another and non-stop pain...
Arrived at 7 a.m and we searched for the library bcs the guard said the exam usually held there. But it was still dark so we waited for about 20minutes until a teacher came to us. The teachers at the school were so warm... I feel welcomed hehe and then we were told to went upstairs. It was this moment where the dizziness came again and I just hope that maybe it could disappear kejapppp laaaa nak amik exam niii hmm.. But u know, it doesn't go!! I was quite panic... And I was put in the first group and then we were told to prepare, then ada la mcm kenal2 session for couple of minutes but I can't talk too much sbb nak kawal rasa loya dan muntah. Tekak kembang tetiba and I regret for taking two capsules. Masa ni la dalam hati "I should have take one, I should have take one...."
And then there you go, first group may leave the quarantine room and move to the exam room. This time it went even worse Ya Allah.. The dizziness conquers, I cant even looked at my shoes bcs dia macam you have this two sight at one time.. Fortunately I wear my specs at that time hehe. In the exam room, it went even worse. Seriously I feel like skipping this session and asking for another session sebab rasa tak larat gila and I don't think I can score or jot down the points properly..
But I still continue with it and try, kalau tak boleh I might have to stop. The moment I sat on the chair with the examiners on my left and right side making my dizzy friend to went away for a while. I tried to focus a lil bit and it went well Alhamdulillah :)
Right after the session is over, I still feel dizzy afterwards and apa yg boleh dibuat adalah minum air banyak2 to excrete ubat tu dari badan. I never thought my body cannot adapt such effects bcs I thought I was strong kot... Hahaha tp maybe sbb nervous campur dgn benda2 lain lagi, so it blended well together. So welllll
One paper down, two more to go InsyaAllah. Yang mana belum tu, all the best korang :) Work hard, study hard InsyaAllah berjaya ':)
P/S : Jangan pandai2 amik ubat berlebihan
Assalamualaikum.
I was in pain the moment I came into the quarantine class right before the speaking test started. The effect of painkiller that I took the night before to reduce my other pain become a continuous pain on this morning. It was such an unexpected experience. I woke up at 5.30 a.m and while getting myself prepared to go to the school, the dizziness came in. It was actually less worse la compared to the night before bcs I only got 2hours sleeping..itupun kejap2 bangun sebab takut tak terbangun. I had to woke up early bcs I need to send my friend to her school which was quite far from my school so that's why... Jap where were we? Oh okkkk then I took two slices of bread with butter and a bottle of mineral water.. With a hope that these breakfast would wipe or at least let the dizziness disappear for a while.. Probably the painkiller tak dikeluarkan dari badan bcs I only drink very very very little amount of water after I took the painkiller. Oh pastu to make it worse, I took two capsules of the drugs yg mana sebenarnya kalau amik satu pun effect dah cukup kuat but I had no choice. I have to revise and I was in pain so I choose to reduce the pain by taking emm two capsules that brings me to another and non-stop pain...
Arrived at 7 a.m and we searched for the library bcs the guard said the exam usually held there. But it was still dark so we waited for about 20minutes until a teacher came to us. The teachers at the school were so warm... I feel welcomed hehe and then we were told to went upstairs. It was this moment where the dizziness came again and I just hope that maybe it could disappear kejapppp laaaa nak amik exam niii hmm.. But u know, it doesn't go!! I was quite panic... And I was put in the first group and then we were told to prepare, then ada la mcm kenal2 session for couple of minutes but I can't talk too much sbb nak kawal rasa loya dan muntah. Tekak kembang tetiba and I regret for taking two capsules. Masa ni la dalam hati "I should have take one, I should have take one...."
And then there you go, first group may leave the quarantine room and move to the exam room. This time it went even worse Ya Allah.. The dizziness conquers, I cant even looked at my shoes bcs dia macam you have this two sight at one time.. Fortunately I wear my specs at that time hehe. In the exam room, it went even worse. Seriously I feel like skipping this session and asking for another session sebab rasa tak larat gila and I don't think I can score or jot down the points properly..
But I still continue with it and try, kalau tak boleh I might have to stop. The moment I sat on the chair with the examiners on my left and right side making my dizzy friend to went away for a while. I tried to focus a lil bit and it went well Alhamdulillah :)
Right after the session is over, I still feel dizzy afterwards and apa yg boleh dibuat adalah minum air banyak2 to excrete ubat tu dari badan. I never thought my body cannot adapt such effects bcs I thought I was strong kot... Hahaha tp maybe sbb nervous campur dgn benda2 lain lagi, so it blended well together. So welllll
One paper down, two more to go InsyaAllah. Yang mana belum tu, all the best korang :) Work hard, study hard InsyaAllah berjaya ':)
P/S : Jangan pandai2 amik ubat berlebihan
Assalamualaikum.
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
Praktikal farmasi!
Assalamualaikum.
I've been here since the last four days but unfortunately I'm still finding my working mood. There were not so much changes in my practical year this time but of course only for my attachment places which will be different a lil bit but I guess that is not a problem because our local preceptor already put us into those places during our last sem. Ward supply and satellite pharmacy are the two places that we already went last sem and we are looking forward to go to the klinik kesihatan soon.
Everything are still the same and I felt exhausted but InsyaAllah it will surely be okay, I hope. First day are always like this, I still remember the first day of my last sem. I keep questioning, was it meant to kill us..can we just go back and sleep..why do we have to do and go through this thing..why is working life is thousands time more tiring that studying life..why are the rest hours are so short like only one hour.. Those are the questions and some of them are not even reliable to be ask nevertheless I still asked lol. But all in all, the most important thing is I cant even feel my feet.
Most of us experienced the same thing and to those who were at outpatient felt the "happiness" more than us hehehehe. Almost all my classmates felt the same thing too so it's obviously we all died on our first day. Working life is tiring. And I think now only is the best and right time to say that, I finally understand how my parents feel everytime they are working. It is tiring and Im not even holding any responsibility at the moment, but I hope it will turns good and I'll make sure the priority comes first :)
I'm not sure what changes means but maybe it was a situation that had change compared to how it was before and of course it's a two different thing. And sometimes it brings happiness and sometimes the other way round. For some reason, I feel grateful for the changes that already happened or the one that currently in its way to happen. I mean, you surely know when things are changing and it is just something that you can't conceal. You may denied but deep down you know it is happening. Dealing with the same thing over and over again makes me turns to the old me and makes me want to hide and be silent in my way. But that would only makes me to be an unhappy and a denial-kind of person. It's not easy and I don't even know how I'm able to develop these two weird antics. I'm still finding the courage and chances to help myself going through with this and I hope it will turns okay. I'm not good at hiding my feelings or the way I react so most of the time I'll keep everything by myself but some of my friends said I'm good in them but maybe that was just another my unrealised precious time of good in hiding hehe
When something happens, I think the best way to deal with it is just to assure yourself that maybe it was meant to happen that way. What turns bad doesn't mean it would stay that way forever. It may change, and on the brighter side it teach you something. It was meant to be that way. Whatever it is, don't let the things break you and affect your life :)
Yes you may not always be in the positive thinking side because we ourselves encounter so many things in our life but at least try to not let yourself down :)
P/S : It's Allah's wills kan that makes it to happen? Remember? :)
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