Still loving pharmacy and, will always be :)

It makes me happy when people ask me how to take this ubat.. How to apply.. On what time.. Apa kegunaan dia.. I love explaining to them :)




Eventhough tak amik farmasi dah, Alhamdulillah masih dapat merasa share ilmu pasal ubat dengan orang sekeliling. I feel appreciated kejap haha. Betul la bila orang kata ilmu tu tak terbatas masa kita belajar tu je, kalau guna betul2 lepas habis belajar still boleh guna and share dengan orang.




I used to feel down sebab tak dapat sambung. Lagi2 course yang ni amik masa 4 tahun but I can see the hikmah behind all these. Even orang kata lama lagi sebab habis degree pun umur nanti dah pertengahan 20-an insyaAllah, tapi selalu mintak hati ni kuat bila orang kata camtu. Anggap je dorang ni tak sabar nak tengok kita gembira naik pelamin tu hehe :)



My prinsip is, kalau kita nak gembira kita kena fikir baik2 and ada sikap yang baik. InsyaAllah nanti orang2 sekeliling kita pun datang and cakap yang baik2 je dengan kita.

Ready keeeeeeeeeeee tuuuuuuuuu

I only have few days left until my registration date which will be the next Monday. Yes it will be held on the National Day. All documents have been prepared and arranged and not to forget I already put them in one special bag..just for the oh-a-bunch of a lot of  files together with the certificates. The clothes have been folded and I'm just waiting the right time to put them in the luggage as there are still a number of clothes that I haven't wash yet. (blame me for being so busy ehyeke busy -___-)

I know I supposed to feel excited, happy, having high self-confident, grateful and blessed and everything but  unfortunately those feelings hasn't come yet..sadly. They did come but that was like two weeks ago the moment the result was released. Right now, I feel quite anxious, nervous, low self-confidence, a little bit stress, a little bit moody, a little bit I-don't wanna do this- and you name all those negative emotions. Not really emotion..but maybe yes emotion and thinking.  

So I went back to my hometown few days ago attending my cousin's wedding and I met almost all my relatives and it was really good to see them. Because I haven't seen them for quite a time and they were asking me what I did now, have I finished my diploma study and what are my plan after this. I told them I will be pursuing my studies for another 4 years and they gave me those wow-four-years-that-was-really-really-long-because-you-already-took-the-diploma-so-why face..



They were asking me WHY...and I was like (in my mind) what is wrong with four years? I'm just 21 for my own sake. I don't know. Maybe they are afraid that I'll get married late because if I'm still alive for the next 5 years, I will be 26 and maybe at such age I would be married. They also asked me why I didn't took the same course and I told them everything. Some of them said it was a waste because I didn't continue learning my diploma course which is pharmacy and I swear it tears my heart to pieces...more than everything. T___T



I had low self-confidence after that. I kept thinking whether is it really a waste for me to learn another course for four years? They want me to get married early? They want me to finish study early so I can get married early? Why is that they didn't and never ask me whether I'm ready for such stage which carries a very huge responsibilities because once I'm married, I have to prepare myself to become a mother and just so you know, raising another human isn't an easy task. It is a lifelong process.



 But if Allah already set that I will marry early, never in my mind I would push that..Who doesn't want to get married early/at this age with a stable life?? Kan?!!! But only if.. And then, even if I'm ready, do you think my other half would be ready too? He needs to have a stable life too battling with the unstable economy currently and having to juggle everything at once at my age and at his age is not easy. If only you guys could understand...this is one of the reason why I didn't feel excited for my registration date.


 So I told him this and he did advice me with a very long message. Some of his words that I have to share were this :

1) It is not a waste for you to learn another course for another four years.. Menuntut ilmu adalah wajib. Apa-apa ilmu sekalipun. Untuk ambil kos yang sama, tanya diri sendiri sanggup atau tak untuk satu lagi usaha yang tidak ada kepastian.

2) About getting married.. no matter how early we plan, we must not forget that Allah is the one who makes everything possible. If Allah set that you will marry before you finish your studies, then you can't change that but to accept it. If Allah set that you will marry at the age of 34 or at any age, you have to accept that too. We plan but we must not forget that Allah has HIS plans too. HIS plans are better than us because HE knows everything..

3) Jangan dengar cakap orang. Ni jalan yang Allah dah tetapkan. Usaha, Istiqamah, Doa, Tawakal. 

4) Banyak pengajaran, pengalaman dan ilmu akan didapati di sana. 

5) Make your parents dream and your dream come true first. Don't waste this chance to learn another course just because you listen to some words that brings you down. 

6) Jangan terlalu fikir apa orang cakap dan apa orang nak. Just be yourself. 

7) Buat apa yang nak dibuat dulu, baru fikir hal lain.

For me actually since I wrote the previous post about this on July or June, this is okay and I already accept the fact that I can't continue to learn pharmacy because I already learned that for three years. I feel satisfied because not only I learned the theory...



I went to practical for a year and I feel happy that I learned almost everything that I want to know and that I have this a little bit of the medicines' knowledge like the pharmacy system/store/every drug sections/drugs' classification/the calculation and every single thing that I've been questioning about drugs and medicines. I love pharmacy so much. More than other course.


But I also love Biology and there hasn't any level that differ these two courses. 50-50 for these two. Right now, for this degree course is something that I love since I was in secondary school- Biology. So I guess it is okay for me to learn two things because I love both course. As for the u's itself, my parents are the happiest person on earth and I wouldn't trade anything for that. Even if I'm not so passionate about this course, I mean ONLY IF I'M NOT  but if my parents are happy with this offer I would study this just for them.


I'm just 21 and I want to do what I want to do before I have to commit with the non-stop commitment. (if u know what I mean)

Ok so the last thing is..does having a boyfriend makes you want to marry early? The answer is yes and no. Yes because who doesn't want to be together with your other half for the rest of your life? Yes because I did thought of the theme and the wedding dress and everything once I flipped through the magazines and the moment I scrolled my news feed and seeing my seniors and my friends who are at my age or older a year than me being a bride. Yes a young bride..Yes because you feel like want to do things that only married couples can do like touching each other without having to think the sin because you both already halal each other. 

WHY NO? No because I didn't achieve my dream yet. No because I'm not ready to carry the responsibilities. No because it took a lot of things that needs to be prepare like money, house and ourself itself must be filled with a good religion's knowledge and other things.. No because I didn't marry early to just for fun. No because I haven't fulfill my parents' dream yet. No because I have lots of things to do for example ; study and working on my own. No because I have to pass my parents' test and it is not easy. It's like having thousands of questions to answer. As much as I want to marry early, I realized it took a lot of things to be prepared...So I said no and having a boyfriend at this age doesn't mean you WILL be a young bride. Tak semestinya. 

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I thank you if you succeed on reading this entry. I haven't been on myself for the past few days which is something rare but I'm slowly recovering currently.. I apologize if you find that this entry was a little bit stress or it causes you to feel that I'm angry or moody or stress because that are just how myself now.


 My mind are filled with this sort of negative emotions and I hope I can move them out of my head. I hope you get something from this entry. 

I just want to stress that don't question what some people had choose to do with their life. You don't know what they have been through or how hard it was for them to get things that they have now. It took them for years (like me) to receive such offer at such u..I did this for my parents and for myself.



Don't be so negative. Don't show your reactions that might brings them down.. Their choice is what Allah has already set for them. And every single thing that they choose, if Allah wills that means it is the best for them. 

Kalau ALLAH izinkan, maknanya itu yang terbaik.

Dalam pada ALLAH izinkan, tak bermakna perjalanan hidupnya akan menjadi mudah dan gembira.

Hamba itu pasti akan diuji dengan berbagai-bagai ujian dan dugaan.

Naik turun kehidupan, bahagia dan gembira, semuanya dengan satu matlamat.....---->>>

Untuk kembali kepada-NYA.

Assalamualaikum.

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When people asked what are your plans for the future

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There's only one week left for practical and I don't know how to react to it. I am happy realizing the fact that I finally succeed in completing my 3 years studies as a diploma student and the fact that I managed to learn a course that I love so much. I have a full passion for this course and I never regret the fact that I spent 3 years for this :) I don't know if I get to learn this again for my degree programme and hence I am so grateful for this opportunities Alhamdulillah :)


Kadang-kadang apa yang kita rancang dulunya untuk masa hadapan (which is now) adalah yang terbaik and we want it to happen sebab kita tahu itu yang terbaik bagi diri kita. Tapi, kita sebenarnya tak tahu apa yang sebenarnya ada di hadapan and things that might blocks you from making it to happen. And that's  the thing that is happening to me now. I never knew this would happen.. Like for the first time in my life, I never thought I will have this second thoughts together with the second choices yang mana actually these choices I choose to put them last masa dulu2 plan for future. But now, this last choice la yang seems the right thing for me to do and kena dengan masa sekarang. I don't know how to react or how to feel about it because I don't know if this choices will be the right one for me. Other people's life seems so happy yet so easy but we never knew the real stories behind it.


Lagi satu, I used to think my life would be happy without problems. Some problems are okay but not the big problems. I thought life will be easier as I grew but no. Mana ada hidup tak ada masalah and you can't predict anything. Not at all.


Another thing is, I wish I have the strength to face some problems in my life. I've learned not to tell people but only with the right one where I know they would keep me stay up motivated in facing all these. Again, never in my mind I would have to face all this. Things used to be so happy but now all I see is just... I don't know how to describe. Too many things happened in one time. But I'm all grateful to have Him for me to pour my problems out, him who's always there for me through thick and thin, and my friends who keep me happy and listened to almost all my problems.



At the end of the day, you know this is life. It doesn't go the way you planned, but it goes the way Allah's plans. And all you have to do is follow the flow and be strong to whatever obstacles that might tests you in front. And I know I have to be strong for myself.



All the best for your future, dear self :) 


Assalamualaikum.

Counter 3 or store?

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I'm happy to tell you that.... I love counter 3! Ok that was too rush to make it as the opener of this entry but im not gonna share much ok! Can't promised that either :p So currently im in counter 3 and im gonna work here for two weeks which means I have another one week left which is next week. If you noticed in my previous entry, I did said that I kinda not really into this place as it is tiring, and the workloads are reaaaaally that much. You know what it means kan when I said the workloads.. Sometimes I wish the patient could come another day or go for another counter or another clinic as long as it is not me who work there.. Ok that was too much.


And... It happened to be that I love this counter yeay!! I love it more than I love store and Im starting to dislike store because yea, I just realize I didnt have to walk too much for this counter. The medicines are all around me unlike store which I have to lift the boxes, packing, and doing all the things that definitely easy but continuosly working almost non-stop.. So I choose counter 3! :p Do you want to know how was the working flow at this counter and what are my duties? Even if you dont want to know, i still gonna tell you :p


1- The blue basket was sent to our counter. Dont worry it was just a small basket, not the big one. There contained prescription in it. Usually one patient one prescription but there were also some cases where patient brings two prescription.
2- I looked and scan through the prescription. If it is the new prescription, then I only have to fill for two months straight. If it was the old presciption then I have to count the balance of medicines should be given. I have to look at the TCA date as well. TCA stands for To Come Again date which is the date that patient have to come and see the doctor. I used to think TCA was meant for them to see us and take the medicines... :D but no, it was for them to meet the doctor. Things like follow up. Yes follow up..


3- Filling time. The medicines are all around me but the place was a bit smaller but anyhow I still love filling. If three or more people were at the counter, I can say there wasnt enough space for us to move and take medicines. So it would be better for only two person at a time but that would make filling time became longer and the patient also would have to wait longer as counter 3 held the most basket among all.. Which now you know why I am hesitated to work here. The mindset that stuck in my mind killed me a bit at first but I have started to love this counter from the first day.


I was fasting and I compared between how was my first day here in counter and my day in the store. Surprisingly, the counter made me feel comfortable and I don't feel tired like how I was when Im in store. Yea I'm quite happy hehehe :D


So I guess that's all now for another entry.. I don't know if I did share that much in this entry but I guess yes I did share that much... Haha I can't stop writing once I've started.. :'D The good news is I will be finishing my practical for less than three weeks and I cant wait for that longgggg holidayyyyy weeeehooooo!!!



Assalamualaikum! :)

So how was kk?

Assalamualaikum :)

Oh hai! Kk was awesome!  *answeringquestionthatImadebymyselflol* It has been quite a time kan since my last update.. Em I got nothing to share actually hehe just now Im doing my practical kat kk and it was really fun! Despite the fact that it is tiring n kena deal dgn ramai orang, ianya best because I didnt have to move so much mcm dekat hospital.. Everything dekat je and Im so happy la to go to work everyday :D Mula2 time masuk tu ada rasa malas sikit sbb biasala pukul 8 kan haha then lepas pukul 9 camtu rasa taknak balik pun ada sebab kerja dia penat tapi tempatnya kecik and best la takyah jalan banyak haha! Nampak tak ko sebenarnya malas jalan kan dulu kemain merungut kena g macam2 tempat timr kat hospital :p

So ada beberapa kaunter n the stor hehe.. For the first week i was at counter 5 and ok la sebab tak penat but bila bakul takde memang takde sangat.. Bila dah ada haaaaa tinggi melangit hahaha tapi kalau student ramai cepat je settle bakul tu :) Attached kat kaunter 5 for just a week je and then now Im at store for two weekssss!! This is the fact that you guys have to know and have to remember. Must remember ok!! I NEVER LIKE STORE. I NEVER LIKE DOING STORE JOB OR ANYTHING OR INDENT KE APE KE UWAAA but this time kan.. I find it worth to be in store sbb eh best la plak buat keje2 stor. Susun2 ubat, ikat ubat, packing ubat yes my favourite! :D So biasanya pagi2 sampai terus pergi kat madam tanya nk buat ape then kalau takde keje terus g bahagian pre packing then tolong pack ubat.. Mengantuk gak la pack2 ubat haha nasib ade air :'D Then bila dah siap pack kalau dah takde keje pergi kacau yg lain kat kaunter lain hehe.. Kat sini kaunter yg paling memenatkan adalah kaunter 5 sbb bakul dia non stopp and Ill be there next week huwaaaa.. Kena get ready mental n fizikal ni.. Hope everything will be okay insyaAllah :)

Lagi sebulan je nak habis and I kinda nervous thinking about what and how my life would be after this.. I dont even know what are the things that Im gonna do or the decisions that Im gonna take. They dont usually come easy, i know but Ill make sure it brings benefit to me and everyone. By means everyone I mean my parents :) I mean laaa I could have use parents kot but em couldnt be botheredddd haha

Between pharmacy and degree(#inothercourse)

Assalamualaikum


It has been a great day today since I already finished with MUET. I no longer have to revise or worry about the exams. Of course the result will be another thing that I need to think but let's just put that aside first. There's a lot of things that I need to settle down within this month and I can say that March is an intriguing month for me. The assignments, upcoming final exams, and the application for the degree is really making me quite miserable lately. I don't know where to start, what to do eventhough I already list all these things. Sometimes I feel like I just want to stop from doing all this. I don't know what choices I have in future or whether the course that Im gonna take meet my passion. I'm not even sure whether I can stand all the busy life of becoming a student, - again after 3 years with books which actually you know, others are currently battling with their degree.

Im not regretting the fact that I spent 3 years for this course because this is my passion, I love learning this, I love doing this, I love everything about the subjects together with the practical year and new life that I already encountered, and so I couldn't care less what others have to say eventhough some people said it seems like Im wasting my time on this. But what makes me hesitated is, the course that Im gonna take for another 3 or 4 years. I don't know whether I can survive taking another course which I myself don't even know about my choice/my current passion either. Complicated much? Kan. Oh let's just put that aside first. It will be okay eventually... (I hope)


I always heard about this one problem that I usually knew from my friends and I tend to feel sorry for them as I don't know in what way I can do to help. But currently, I was having quite a hard time in trusting and getting the fact that, - yes you are in this condition right now and best of luck. - It's like everything came directly at the same time and literally I lost balance in juggling everything.

The last thing that I wish to have is just at least people would understand and respect my decision together with the choices I made. Eventhough it seems impossible for now, but I hope things will get easier. One thing for sure, no one likes to be force and having to choose between two major things are irrelevant. Freedom is for everyone and I strongly hold onto, people can only give their opinion but the one who makes the decision is yourself, the one who wants to be happy is yourself, the one who knows more about that particular option is yourself, the one that know why you choose and all the reasons is still, yourself. I wish I have the courage to say this but sometimes keeping your mouth shut is better. I need at least, the courage to face this and let it away as time flies. Well sometimes I do hope time flies as I want to meet the future really quick. I do believe that in every hardship, there is ease and yes, there is ease. To have someone who assure that you're not alone in facing this is quite comforting, and to realize the fact that one particular person is making his effort to make this problem better had just give me strength to deal with this test in a more calming way.

Please, I want to meet future so badly.



Assalamualaikum

Of ward supply and aiskrim pasu!

Assalamualaikum.

So I am currently attached dekat ward supply and the only words that I can say is it is very tiring.. :( I don't know whether it really is tiring or not as my heart doesn't belong at this place. So nampak la kat situ kan? Haha but as the days passed, I'm trying my best to make every work done and tried to settle all of them. I couldn't run, I couldn't change and all I can do is just follow the schedule and learn. That's what the real purpose of these attachement places, to give you knowledge and experience. While me on the other hand, trying my best to pushed and complained so many things about everything like what is wrong with you girl? Should have be grateful bcs not everyone is lucky to get this opportunity of working in the hospital.. Ya I know I know.. My fault.. :/

Despite the fact that it is tiring, it also taught me so many things. Maybe yang penat tu just pagi2 tu je sebab there were so many boxes untuk disiapkan and maybe yes, part berjalan nak ambil ubat tu yang memenatkan. Sebab kadang2 ubat kat stor, kat fridge, kat atas, kat bawah.. Lots of movements. Balik kerja je mesti tidur, haaa macam dlm entri lepas la tidur sampai maghrib haha but im trying my best untuk elakkan rasa penat tu dari menguasai diri. Tak boleh ikutkan sangat badan ni, kalau ikutkan semua benda nak senang, siapa nak bagi?

So haritu, I get to taste aiskrim pasu. Hehe we search for it everywhere, two days. Mula2 dekat tasik tak jumpa, then the next day we went to the town. Alhamdulillah jumpa. It tastes so good. Rasa macam berbaloi beli even mahal but at least you get to taste kan :)  So before pergi meninggalkan Taiping bulan 5 ni, rasa complete akhirnya dapat makan dan pergi kat semuaa tempat kat Taiping.. :)

My next muet paper will be on 7 march which will be less than 8 days kot from now.. Got another one week and then Im done. Cant wait to see the result yang mana exam pun belum lagi hahaha :D InsyaAllah. Till the next entry as I don't have so much to share at the moment. Assalamualaikum :)

Bye satelit. We will never meet again.

Assalamualaikum


So today adalah my last day in satellite and I feel sad a lil bit. Sikit je sebab for me department ni adalah yang paling less busy compared to other departments and bolej relaks sikit kat sini. Ward supply adalah my next attachement place and I can't wait to go there :) Rasa sedih pun ada sebab lepasni dah tak masuk satelit, last sem kan.. Surely Im gonna miss satellite so much :( Oh and here's one thing. Setiap hari balik pukul 5 kan, so sometimes lepas balik mandi solat then tidur sampai pukul 7 camtu. Then I found myself to be so weak bila bangun masa maghrib. Rasa lost kejap, where am I, what am I'm doing, kenapa rasa pening2 and then I know tidur waktu maghrib memang tak elok. Memang tak elok tapi kadang2 takde choices sebab penat sangat..
Memang rasa weak gilaa then moody tak tentu pasal hahaha. So pengajaran harini adalah.... Jangan tidur lepas asar dan nak2 dekat maghrib.., :/


Penat memang penat. Tambah2 kalau start from two pm until five tu I had to settle and finish all preparations if Im in lotion section, which is very tiring because it uses the energy, fully. Buat ramai2 pun penat jugak tau hehe ngade betul sikit2 nak penat :/ Eventhough boleh buat kerja sambil duduk, yelah sebab packing je kan but you will feel tired even more. But all in all semua department ada kelebihan dan kekurangan..


 Dari situ la kita belajar cope and bersabar dengan kerja2 yang kadang2 memang memenatkan. Idk why but I feel like working is less tiring compared to studying.. I mean studying mcm memerlukan untuk berfikir and complete everything within the time, tapi kalau kerja bila dah tahu apa kena buat then it will be smooth all the way :) Tapii tu bukan la reason taknak sambung lepas ni.. I still have a long way to go.. Sampai bila la nak hidup dalam zon selesa je. I have to move out and think out of the box and cope with everything, because personally I feel experience is priceless. You cant get in anywhere, even some people might tell you their long stories or share their experiences you're still, unable to feel the real thing. Learning is one thing, you might learn something by listening to them but I think learning that comes with experience is way better :)  But either way, both okay.

Hellooooo satelit farmasiii :)

Assalamualaikum.


Dalam banyak2 department, satelit farmasi yang paling lisa sukaaaa sangat hehe.. Tak tahu kenapa tapi mungkin sebab masa mula2 attached waktu sem 5 dulu, tempat pertama attached adalah satelit. Waktu tu pulak memang nervous sangat sebab takut dengan staff yang tak tahu garang or ok ke tak dengan lisa then emm ikut flow je lah.. Then it happened to be that this is my fav places of all departments :)

Working flow dia pun best dan memenatkan. Hahaha kerja memang penat kan, and I love working dalam situasi kerja yang mana apa yang kita belajar kita dapat apply time kerja :) Pagi2 dalam pukul 8-11 memang sibuk dengan troli2 dari wad2.. - Nurse akan hantar troli around 8 to 9 am. Kalau yang lambat tu memang lambat la siap sebab semua ubat harus siap sebelum jam 12 tengahari. Bila troli dah sampai, lisa suka clearkan troli yang mana tengok dan pastikan posisi pesakit sama dengan borang yang baru nurse hantar then keluarkan semua ubat. I just love doing this :) Then bagitahu dekat ppf atau student lain yang troli tu dah siap clear untuk mereka filling. Filling ni best jugak, kita akan amik satu box patient (one box for one patient)  then masukkan ubat dalam box tu pastu check everything, check setiap ubat dengan betul eventhough pharmacist akan counter check tapi kita kan nak tunjuk prestasi kerja yang bagus, so kadang2 acah2 pharmacist jugak la hahaha. Usually kalau malas just amik ubat then terus letak tapi untuk langkah berjaga-jaga double check ubat apa yang kita amik then baru letak dalam troli. Letak dalam troli pulak bukan camtu je, ada masa2 yang kita perlu susun untuk memudahkan nurse bagi setiap patient tu makan. Part ni kadang2 mencabar jugak bila time tak boleh fokus, sebab you cant just put all the times sukahati je. Kena ikut turn and waktu ni la yang kadang2 melambatkan prosedur filling ubat. Kadang2 blur for couple of minutes hahaha tambah2 kalau the night before tidur lewat.. Memang lambat la nak siapkan satu box untuk patient tu. Then kalau patient tu ada IV or injection kena amik dalam stor and record all injections yang kita amik. Part record merekod ni sape je suka hahaha tapi bila fikir balik ianya brings benefit jugak la sebab dapat kawal berapa banyak stok injection. Then lepas semuaaaa dah siap, kita letak balik kat tempat asal box tu and continue dengan box lain sampai la semua boxes di satu2 troli tu siap :) Pharmacist akan check and call the nurse untuk bawak troli naik wad and then youre so done! :)

Petang2 biasanya lisa duduk di discharge counter. Sebenarnya bukanlah discharge counter tapi sebab kebanyakan yang datang kat kaunter tu semua patient yanh discharge, so senang la panggil discharge counter je haha.. Part paling best adalah bila patient datang bawak prescription and then the moment tanya dia dari wad mana and bagi dia number. Idk why im so weird man tapi ni macam kena sangaaat dgn jiwa hahaha.. It feels like benda ni membahagiakan.. Macam kena dgn what I really want to be. Then communicate dgn patient tu and they smiled makes me feel appreciated bila dorang senyum balik and give a good respons :') I mean we are just a student but the way they treat and asked us like kitorg ni pro buat rasa sangat dihargai.. Then prescription tu akan dicetak ubatnya pakai komputer dan sistem yang sedia ada then label akan keluar. Lepastu, my fav part. Filling time! :) Kadang2 kalau patient ramai, amik je setiap ubat dengan tengok kuantiti tanpa tengok the prescription sebab yelah ramai kan.. Tapi kalau sorang dua je patient, amik time ni untuk belajar dengan sempatnya filling tanpa tengok kuantiti prepared dekat label. Time ni la nak kira2 sendiri and test matematik :D Then lepas semuaaa dah siap, kitorg akan panggil pharmacist untuk dispense the drugs to the patients. Andd this time la paling best bila tengok dorang dispense.. I really wanttttt to be like them. Like so muchh! Bestnya tengok dorang dispense and they way they communicate with the patients.. InsyaAllah one day Amiiin :)

So that was the story of satellite pharmacy aka my fav place. I wish I have more time nak ada kat tempat ni tapi tulah kena pergi tempat lain jugak kan.. So till the next post InsyaAllah :)

Assalamualaikum

Praktikal farmasi!

Assalamualaikum.


I've been here since the last four days but unfortunately I'm still finding my working mood. There were not so much changes in my practical year this time but of course only for my attachment places which will be different a lil bit but I guess that is not a problem because our local preceptor already put us into those places during our last sem. Ward supply and satellite pharmacy are the two places that we already went last sem and we are looking forward to go to the klinik kesihatan soon.

 Everything are still the same and I felt exhausted but InsyaAllah it will surely be okay, I hope. First day are always like this, I still remember the first day of my last sem. I keep questioning, was it meant to kill us..can we just go back and sleep..why do we have to do and go through this thing..why is working life is thousands time more tiring that studying life..why are the rest hours are so short like only one hour.. Those are the questions and some of them are not even reliable to be ask nevertheless I still asked lol. But all in all, the most important thing is I cant even feel my feet.

Most of us experienced the same thing and to those who were at outpatient felt the "happiness" more than us hehehehe. Almost all my classmates felt the same thing too so it's obviously we all died on our first day. Working life is tiring. And I think now only is the best and right time to say that, I finally understand how my parents feel everytime they are working. It is tiring and Im not even holding any responsibility at the moment, but I hope it will turns good and I'll make sure the priority comes first :)

I'm not sure what changes means but maybe it was a situation that had change compared to how it was before and of course it's a two different thing. And sometimes it brings happiness and sometimes the other way round. For some reason, I feel grateful for the changes that already happened or the one that currently in its way to happen. I mean, you surely know when things are changing and it is just something that you can't conceal. You may denied but deep down you know it is happening. Dealing with the same thing over and over again makes me turns to the old me and makes me want to hide and be silent in my way. But that would only makes me to be an unhappy and a denial-kind of person. It's not easy and I don't even know how I'm able to develop these two weird antics. I'm still finding the courage and chances to help myself going through with this and I hope it will turns okay. I'm not good at hiding my feelings or the way I react so most of the time I'll keep everything by myself but some of my friends said I'm good in them but maybe that was just another my unrealised precious time of good in hiding hehe

When something happens, I think the best way to deal with it is just to assure yourself that maybe it was meant to happen that way. What turns bad doesn't mean it would stay that way forever. It may change, and on the brighter side it teach you something. It was meant to be that way. Whatever it is, don't let the things break you and affect your life :)

Yes you may not always be in the positive thinking side because we ourselves encounter so many things in our life but at least try to not let yourself down :)



P/S : It's Allah's wills kan that makes it to happen?  Remember? :)