10 januari

The best thing I've ever heard on 10 january, my man got a new job :')

A job that he has been dreaming to get since..two years ago I guess?

Alhamdulillah :)


Everything is currently on track..
The hikmah..we can see it now.


This is a good start for you.
I am truly happy to see you happy..

I know you will do just great as you always do..
Everyone will like you..
Trust me..


Always do your best..


Congrats  ❤️

Welcome 2018 :)

2017 has already ended..and only now I want to write about it? Hehe basically because I dont have any idea to write the other day..so here it is a little bit of what I feel about 2017 and what has happened in last yearrrr....so awkward of saying it last year because today is only 7january2018 hehe

1. I found myself started to..like appreciating and  loving myself even more..and accepting everything that has happened with redha Alhamdulillah :)

2. My two bestfriends got engaged and this is enough in making my 2017 ended wonderfully :') I got to meet them..and it was the best thing ever!!

3. In May,  my king + my new queen and I have never been so happy..i've never said this to anyone but seriously I am the happiest person :')

4. My 2nd year with arukas and i don't know why time flies so fast...

5. My semester 5 (this sem) went on quite well..i had an experience of working and seriously it was the best thing ever..i get to like really really learn how to manage my time because im juggling between working and classes.. when I think about it now i wonder why i worked the other day hahaha.. :D

6. I get to learn how to make my study notes effectively..because of working i had no time to write everything up like how i used to..i didnt do the lipat lipat notes much on this semester..instead what i did was, i use microsoft word to make my own study notes..using the 'draw text box' tool and it helps me A LOT!!!!! The two months working has made me to feel a little bit tired and i have no time to look at the notes or print them all..i got this idea from Dr Hawa because she once gave us a 'make your own notes about disease cycle' assignments' and i thought we can only do it using computer and not using hand..i mean making your note using handwriting is much easier kan but i didnt have that in my mind...last2 baru tahu boleh rupanya kalau nak guna tangan..so while doing it, i was thinking maybe i can use this way to my other notes as well and that is where it all started :) I think maybe i will be doing the same thing too in my next semester hehe..

7. I learned that you dont have to fit in, in order to be accepted by anyone..if they appreciate you then they will..there is no need for you to change or doing things for people who never notice and appreciate your presence :)

8. My mom, she gave me so many things that I could not afford with..and i love it when we can just stay in a room and talked for hours :') It's like I can feel the bond..and to realise the fact that she is getting older making me sad.. same goes to my father too.. :'(

9. My younger brother, he moved up to a new level of getting to act in theatre and I am so happy because it has been his dream to act..i didnt came to watch him the other day soo the next time is a must for me to be there..and he also got a new job Alhamdulillah :)

10. My skin are recovering so well from the breakouts I had almost two years ago..and I have started to really take care of my skin and not to put any products that I am not aware of its ingredients..i also have started to introduce my skin to the double cleansing steps, using AHA and BHA exfoliator, clay mask and all these suits my skin so well Alhamdulillah :) i found all these on blog kak imanabdulrahim. Do browse through her blog cause she wrote everything about skincare.. trust me you will feel like you want to care about your skin more tau after reading her blog! :D



So I think that is all about my 2017.. i think there are more about it but I couldnt recall much..




As for 2018, I had already write several things to do for this year and also plan my-resolution-checklist.. from what i can say, 2018 is going to be a busy year for me.. i want to make 2018 my year which means a better version of me compared to 2017.. InsyaAllah :)





Till then!




9.30pm ,
7 January 2018

They got hitched :)

They all got two rings and I have only one ring. Ok...

22 December 2017,

I went to Terengganu from Penang. Took me 9 hours to get there..if anyone ask me whether it is tiring or not, honestly I don't feel tired at all..I am just super duper hungry in the bus..I only have my mentos...can you imagine how i survived in the bus by eating mentos for 9 hours? also felt a little messed up because tidur bangun tidur bangun tak sampai sampai hahaha..

So when I arrived, this future bride fetched me with kakbal and baby..It was so good to see them like all your serabutness goes away but unfortunately my hungry level still stays the same..then we went to eat and bought few things and went here and there..she drove all the way..

When I arrived home, I was so reluctant to get inside..like this is not my home how can I ever be here? But then..ummi ayah were so nice to me :') Awkward at first but then it was okay Alhamdulillah..then we ate some cake and settled up things..because I could see ummi ayah were already tired, so I helped her doing the chores..but not that much pun..

We slept late that night..putting on mask, finishing the beads on her veil, ironing kurung and basically doing everything for tomorrow's event..we slept at 3 am..

23 December 2017.

Dear kakak..I'm so happy to see now. Compare to what has happened to you like five years ago and now, is like something I dream it to happen to you.. I am truly truly grateful that you are someone's fiance now and that I hope he will act nicely towards you.. He better do lah. Kakak, I don't like makeup. I hope I don't have to wear makeup again..i look so weird wearing makeup and I don't like the removal of makeup part because it is tiring haha..took me almost 15 minutes to remove it completely..you have to know that i felt so relieve when I got my skin back haha

This year, you will be in another new step in your life..a new step means new responsibilities come and I know you will get through it just like you get through those freaking hardy rock salty ups and downs five years..I can't wait to be in your house again and meet ummi ayah and everyone but not you hahaha :p 

Happy engagement my dear sister! 

A day after, on 24 December 2017 my another bestfriend got hitched too :') We are bestfriend since 2013 up until now..

The journey is the same, took almost 9 hours from Terengganu to Rawang..got my ticket at 9.30 pm and arrive just before subuh..I was tired and thinking of how I am going to Rawang because I honestly and seriously don't know the route..all the way actually i just redah and go with the flow..i was thinking of getting a grab but quite scared but if that is the only choice then i can actually go with it..

and I am so grateful that he picked me up and sent me to her house..I get to see him after two months eventhough it was just for less than an hour hehe thank you awak :)

Once I got inside, my body felt a little bit tired..and I slept for an hour before the event..she woke me up and I rushed myself to get prepared because the MUA was already there..i wish i didn't sleep at that time because i seriously didnt get myself well prepared..i waited her to get her makeup done because the MUA doesnt want more than two people in the room so she chose me to be there.. and all along it was me who was with her and it reminds me of our memories where i had always went to her house and lepak for hours :')

I ate pulut kuning and sambal ikan bilis...they are so good!! I hope I will get to eat it again at your wedding........please make sure they are there!!


Dear Nabilah,

Seeing you as someone's fiance now really makes me happy!! You have always wanted it to happen and now it really does :') This year too, you will move to another new step in your life and as I said it brings responsibilities and I know you can carry it..You have always being good to me, and never forgets me and always be the first one who wishes me the birthday wish.. I am so happy. Like seriously!!

And I ate a lot at her house..like it was a never-ending phase of eating haha..it was so good to lepak and share stories after almost one year tak jumpa..:')






There are people who asked me why did I took the trouble to travel to two different states in less than 4 days..why? Because they are my sisters :) They want me to be there so I be there..and those dates are the first four days of my study week so it's like a study-week-travel for me..I don't mind travelling all the way because once I get there seeing them, it is all worth it..like it is something that is not always happening in my life also their life so I think it is okay to travel that far for them..

For me, it is the presence that counts :)

13 OGOS 2016.

First time ever ke padang..and saw him playing..

One of the blessings..

Apparently almost three years ago, I never knew what love is all about..I thought it was just some kind of a must have relationship that a girl and a boy must do..in order to understand the meaning..but everything change since I get to know you..i don't know how to describe it because it feels magic? Weird? Experiencing some breakups makes me wonder How Does It Feels To Have Someone Who Loves You Sincerely and Respectfully and Most Importantly You Yourself Could Feel That Guy Sincerity...above all yes the latter is the most important. It is like the way you can feel your parents' love towards you..their passion..the way they cares about you..the way the always asked you whats wrong and the way your parents always have your back whenever something not good came up..and I do set an intention of I dont wanna meet a  new male friend anymore I just want to stick with the one that I already have..bear in mind that I didnt set anyone, any of my male friend.. All I have in my mind while berniat was merely My Unikl friends..and now I realised that he was one of my close friend at that time.. Since then, it makes me wonder  how this "Niat" things really works and why Allah took my 'niat' seriously and why did He gives me so much blessings that I never thought I would own them now....I think it is so important for us to take care of our Niat in everything we do..because Allah listens and He knows every single thing we do.. and do you know that Allah will help you if you are about to do something good? Like have you ever been in a state of wanted to wake up for Tahajud and then suddenly you wake up in the middle of the night? I think we all have this experience kan :)

Life is about reflecting every single thing around us..
And my thoughts is we have to keep looking and taking care of our own actions, and trying our best to keep doing good..
And set your Niat before anything :)