Praktikal farmasi!

Assalamualaikum.


I've been here since the last four days but unfortunately I'm still finding my working mood. There were not so much changes in my practical year this time but of course only for my attachment places which will be different a lil bit but I guess that is not a problem because our local preceptor already put us into those places during our last sem. Ward supply and satellite pharmacy are the two places that we already went last sem and we are looking forward to go to the klinik kesihatan soon.

 Everything are still the same and I felt exhausted but InsyaAllah it will surely be okay, I hope. First day are always like this, I still remember the first day of my last sem. I keep questioning, was it meant to kill us..can we just go back and sleep..why do we have to do and go through this thing..why is working life is thousands time more tiring that studying life..why are the rest hours are so short like only one hour.. Those are the questions and some of them are not even reliable to be ask nevertheless I still asked lol. But all in all, the most important thing is I cant even feel my feet.

Most of us experienced the same thing and to those who were at outpatient felt the "happiness" more than us hehehehe. Almost all my classmates felt the same thing too so it's obviously we all died on our first day. Working life is tiring. And I think now only is the best and right time to say that, I finally understand how my parents feel everytime they are working. It is tiring and Im not even holding any responsibility at the moment, but I hope it will turns good and I'll make sure the priority comes first :)

I'm not sure what changes means but maybe it was a situation that had change compared to how it was before and of course it's a two different thing. And sometimes it brings happiness and sometimes the other way round. For some reason, I feel grateful for the changes that already happened or the one that currently in its way to happen. I mean, you surely know when things are changing and it is just something that you can't conceal. You may denied but deep down you know it is happening. Dealing with the same thing over and over again makes me turns to the old me and makes me want to hide and be silent in my way. But that would only makes me to be an unhappy and a denial-kind of person. It's not easy and I don't even know how I'm able to develop these two weird antics. I'm still finding the courage and chances to help myself going through with this and I hope it will turns okay. I'm not good at hiding my feelings or the way I react so most of the time I'll keep everything by myself but some of my friends said I'm good in them but maybe that was just another my unrealised precious time of good in hiding hehe

When something happens, I think the best way to deal with it is just to assure yourself that maybe it was meant to happen that way. What turns bad doesn't mean it would stay that way forever. It may change, and on the brighter side it teach you something. It was meant to be that way. Whatever it is, don't let the things break you and affect your life :)

Yes you may not always be in the positive thinking side because we ourselves encounter so many things in our life but at least try to not let yourself down :)



P/S : It's Allah's wills kan that makes it to happen?  Remember? :)