Assalamualaikum.
I'm on my break now Alhamdulillah dapat jugak rehat :) Third week adalah minggu perkenalan kepada jenis-jenis kesibukan yang bakal dilalui oleh kebanyakan pelajar first year. Sebenarnya we ourselves yang tentukan nak ke tak join aktiviti-aktiviti atau program-program yang ada. It's all on us. Kalau ikutkan hati memang nak duduk kat bilik je rehat study makan tidur tapi tak best la camtu..Peluang dah ada depan mata jadi involvekan semampu boleh. Sekarang sebab dah masuk yang ketiga, kokurikulum pun bermula setiap Isnin dan Khamis. So I need an extra energy hehehe
Semalam ada Hari Interaksi Kelanasiswa untuk intake 2015/2016. Bermula jam 8-11 malam. I had two classes before this activity..memang penat. But the program was amazing. We had this ice breaking session divided into more than four activities. It was really good getting to know new friends from other courses. My groupmates were awesome and sporting gila! We killed the cheers part eventhough we only prepared for 10 -15 minutes. Terus hilang penat walaupun balik pukul 11 malam :)
What made me to think is..the moment where the head of the program told us to write our ambition on a piece of paper. Spontaneously my chinese friend besides me said slowly.."Ala..sy takde cita-cita la.." I laughed and I said.."Same..me too..jadilah ape-ape je nanti haha.." and she laughed and agreed.
I already change my ambition. Boleh tak tukar? Haha. My new and permanent ambition is to make my parents happy and proud with me. I'll follow whatever that they want me to be as long as that would make they feel proud and happy and blessed for having me as their daughter hihihihi. My mother has always told me to become a lecturer in future because she said it was easy then I came to encounter the way my lecturers taught us for this past few weeks. It was so simple.
Bring your laptop -> Insert your pendrive -> Stand in front of the students -> Explained every slides
Is it THAT simple? NO because you need to have a higher knowledge so you can answer your students' doubts about every topics.
To be honest, at the first place I really hate it whenever I heard my mom told me to become a lecturer because my used-to-be ambition was a pharmacist but nevermind let's just skip that part.
But now, I kinda find myself.....love explaining things..talking to myself whenever I studied....and talk as if I had all this people in front of me..and suprisingly my confidence level is raising whenever I did these actions. It's like..you know..some weird things is happening but let's just wait what I will be in future :D
You know, to me don't narrow down your ambition scope. You can be whatever you want. I've seen people with degree, masters or even PhD doing business(countless) and they excel in both fields. I feel so motivated to see this thing is happening and it taught me to be an open-minded person because it's you who determines what you want to be.
My Ecology lecturer said to us earlier this morning..
"You're gonna have to choose your major on your third year and you will need to choose 8 courses such Microbiology, Aquatic and Marine, BioTech, Zoology, Botany and many more. There are outdoor and indoor work for each of these major. You know, it is so hard to determine between your PASSION and THE WORKING DEMAND because this days it is hard to get a job that meet your passion. If you get a job that meet your passion then you need to be grateful. For me, I choose Ecology because it is my passion. I have a high interest in this subject and I get to stand here because I choose my passion. So for me, choose your passion and think deeply about the major that you are going to take. It determines the whole thing about your degree and for me, if you choose to continue with your passion you are going to succeed because the employers are searching for an employee that are passionate with their work. Not the kind of 8 to 5 working. When we choose to follow what we want, we will do it sincerely and not just by taking it as A JOB.."
I went to SPICE last weekend for an educational talk. Diana Amir, Fynn Jamal and some other inspiring people were also there.
What Diana Amir said..
"Choose your passion and stick to it..Tapi kena tengok balik minat tu bercanggah ke tak dengan apa yang Allah suruh..macam saya yang jadi pelakon dulu, memang saya minat sangat-sangat..kehidupan saya berubah totally lepas drama Sunsilk Impian..tapi itu bukan apa yang Allah suka..Jadi, ianya bagus untuk ada impian dan minat. Tapi tengok balik samada Allah redha ke tak dengan impian kita sebab at the of the day, kita semua akan mati."
What Fynn Jamal said..
"Akak masuk UIA sebab ayah suruh. Bagi akak ayah adalah segala-galanya. Kalau korang tanya akak takpe ke kalau tak ikut impian sendiri tapi melaksanakan impian orang, bagi akak itu takpe sebab ada banyak hikmah kenapa akak masuk u dulu walaupun akak tak suka. Akak rasa waste kalau akak tak membahagiakan ayah sebab ini impian dia walaupun ini bukan apa yang akak nak. Bila dah habis belajar baru akak mula melaksanakan impian sendiri and buat apa yang akak memang nak buat. So kat situ dah win-win sebab ayah akak happy akak dapat capai impian dia and akak dapat buat apa akak nak..Ianya terpulang kepada diri masing-masing. Plan untuk future itu bagus tapi jangan berharap sebab kita tak tahu apa yang jadi akan datang. Be happy with the present."
Be happy with the present.
Buat apa nak buat dulu.
Don't worry too much about the future.
Ok? :)
Some random things.....about my life....currently....that I have to meet these everyday......
Jalan setiap hari nak balik hostel kalau malas nak naik bas/bas lambat. Macam Cameron lagi2 kalau lepas hujan :D takde strawberi and coklat je haha
I love this shoes sooooooooooo much! Thank you arukas <3 :)
Kisah haritu bila kelas pukul 9 pagi tapi aku terbangun pukul 8.04 minit pagi. Perjalanan nak tunggu bas memakan masa lebih kurang half an hour so fikir la camne tak kelam kabut iols bersiap semalam. Rasa nak pakai telekung je tau pergi kelas semalam haha! Iols pakai la skirt sebab ingat tak hujan sekali hujan..so lagi la kelam kabut sebab skirt leceh sikit. Tunggu bas pertama Alhamdulillah sampai ke perhentian bas kedua jam 8.30 pagi. Tunggu bas kedua untuk ke dewan kuliah tak sampai2 gak sampai dah pukul 8.50 so iols jalan kaki je dari padang kawad dengan berpayung. Alhamdulilah pukul 9.05 minit pagi sampai2 je lecturer tak masuk lagi hihi :)
*my date* *orangdepantakde* *orangdepankatkajang* *sadlife*
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Sekali lagi, gambar nak naik hostel. Bezanya tadi takde orang ni ramai orang hahaha
Ok bai nak siapkan slide bio.
Assalamualaikum!