Think sleep. Repeat

I distanced myself from my hobbies.
I distanced myself from some of my friends, or even him.
I didn't text people like how I used to.
Whenever there was a text, I like to just read them and put my phone away from me. I kinda prefer sleeping rather than looking at the phone.. Even if this last for just one day because I used to be a chain-phone-user.
I uploaded some pictures on my ig just to hide everything.
I didn't read novels..
I didn't watch tv..
I didn't listen to music.. Once in a week. Yes, currently.
I didn't feel excited for my degree.
I didn't feel excited for my upcoming convo.
I didn't feel excited whenever I went out with anyone. Even him currently.. And that explained everything why I felt sleepy this evening.
I didn't feel excited for my cousin's wedding.
I didn't feel excited for my upcoming birthday.
I didn't feel excited about almost everything.. Everything.
I no longer mix with new people or my neighbours. I run whenever I saw them and pretend like I was in rush to get in home.
I think I'm starting to become a full time introvert.. again. Like how I used to 8 years back.



All I did now is- THINK and sleep. Repeat.
I don't know what are the things that running in my mind..
But I keep thinking..
I'm not quite sure if I did feel anything..
It was like everything is mixing up.




Think, sleep. Repeat.