Between what you should think or what you should do

As I scrolled down all photos in my albums, I have nothing to feel but so grateful for everything :)  No words can ever describe how I feel at the moment and it is just something that I rarely got to feel. I wish this would stay forever but hey, this is life. It has its ups and downs :) And one more thing, people leave. But for now, lets just be positive and if they even leave, Allah will surely replaced them with someone or something better :)


I used to have a bad thoughts. I mean so much.. Really it was too much. Everytime I read those "something better will come" or "Allah will give you something better in return"  or "good things come to those who wait" I would feel like if all these quotes were true, why I haven't been put in such condition? I keep questioning myself when is my turn to feel all this.. My turn to feel those "something good" or "someone better" is coming or being given to me.. I was an inpatience person inside.. Struggling to know everything till I get depressed and disappointed with myself. I felt like Im such a loser because no matter what I did, none would stay or even appreciate every efforts I did.. It was really hard. Battling between what you should do and what you should not think isn't something easy.. And so, I wait. Im starting to feel like if its really meant to be given to me, maybe that was the time where I already prepared myself or maybe that was the right time for me to receive all those gifts :) And believe me, Allah is All Knowing :) HE knows everything.. More than you will ever know.. HE will SURELY replaced and blessed you with something you will never think of.. Just be patience and positive.. It takes time for the good things to happen :)


Live your life, be happy.. It is okay to break sometimes but never let it conquers you.


Assalamualaikum :)