Ada sesetengah benda yang aku rasa malas sangat nak respon.
Eventhough it is IN the chat, but I choose to ignore it.
Why? because responding will actually making me to be more....depressed?
It is not really that kind of depress.
It's like, an uncomfortable feeling just rush into your body and in a second it gave you that uneasy feelings.
Like responding or even reading that thing can change your mood in a second.
And that is why, most of the time I only replied to things that will increase my mood or maybe things that I feel will not bring me down.
Just thinking of few things that I really hope I can ask.
-Can you just not blame anyone for things that already happened?
-Can you just forget everything and live and look forward?
-Can you just not bringing things up? Not even a pieces of it..please don't bring it up
-Can you just understand that everyone is having its own time trying to accept everything that happened, including me?
-Can you just understand I am hardly trying to forget all the scenes? That happened right in front of me.
-Did you feel by bringing it up would make things to get any better? Would it change anything? Because as far as I can see, now, nothing seems to change. Kind of neutral.
Let's just keep these.
No one could answer it anyway-