He's one of a kind. I trust him in everything he did.. He worked so hard for the five of us. No matter how much it costs for things he did, I count every single of them. Because it's the little things that matter the most.
I could write hundreds pages of your kindness and that would never be enough because there are just..too many to be said..
Happy 53th birthday Abah..
I will always be right here for you..
I took almost 95% of your personality and the way you worked things out, the way you think and that's why we have some quite strong chemistry kan.. :)
If anyone ever asked me to describe myself, I would happily said "I stole almost all my father's traits.." :D
I love you abah!
Sunday, May 17, 2015
Sunday, May 10, 2015
When people asked what are your plans for the future
Assalamualaikum.
There's only one week left for practical and I don't know how to react to it. I am happy realizing the fact that I finally succeed in completing my 3 years studies as a diploma student and the fact that I managed to learn a course that I love so much. I have a full passion for this course and I never regret the fact that I spent 3 years for this :) I don't know if I get to learn this again for my degree programme and hence I am so grateful for this opportunities Alhamdulillah :)
Kadang-kadang apa yang kita rancang dulunya untuk masa hadapan (which is now) adalah yang terbaik and we want it to happen sebab kita tahu itu yang terbaik bagi diri kita. Tapi, kita sebenarnya tak tahu apa yang sebenarnya ada di hadapan and things that might blocks you from making it to happen. And that's the thing that is happening to me now. I never knew this would happen.. Like for the first time in my life, I never thought I will have this second thoughts together with the second choices yang mana actually these choices I choose to put them last masa dulu2 plan for future. But now, this last choice la yang seems the right thing for me to do and kena dengan masa sekarang. I don't know how to react or how to feel about it because I don't know if this choices will be the right one for me. Other people's life seems so happy yet so easy but we never knew the real stories behind it.
Lagi satu, I used to think my life would be happy without problems. Some problems are okay but not the big problems. I thought life will be easier as I grew but no. Mana ada hidup tak ada masalah and you can't predict anything. Not at all.
Another thing is, I wish I have the strength to face some problems in my life. I've learned not to tell people but only with the right one where I know they would keep me stay up motivated in facing all these. Again, never in my mind I would have to face all this. Things used to be so happy but now all I see is just... I don't know how to describe. Too many things happened in one time. But I'm all grateful to have Him for me to pour my problems out, him who's always there for me through thick and thin, and my friends who keep me happy and listened to almost all my problems.
At the end of the day, you know this is life. It doesn't go the way you planned, but it goes the way Allah's plans. And all you have to do is follow the flow and be strong to whatever obstacles that might tests you in front. And I know I have to be strong for myself.
All the best for your future, dear self :)
Assalamualaikum.
There's only one week left for practical and I don't know how to react to it. I am happy realizing the fact that I finally succeed in completing my 3 years studies as a diploma student and the fact that I managed to learn a course that I love so much. I have a full passion for this course and I never regret the fact that I spent 3 years for this :) I don't know if I get to learn this again for my degree programme and hence I am so grateful for this opportunities Alhamdulillah :)
Kadang-kadang apa yang kita rancang dulunya untuk masa hadapan (which is now) adalah yang terbaik and we want it to happen sebab kita tahu itu yang terbaik bagi diri kita. Tapi, kita sebenarnya tak tahu apa yang sebenarnya ada di hadapan and things that might blocks you from making it to happen. And that's the thing that is happening to me now. I never knew this would happen.. Like for the first time in my life, I never thought I will have this second thoughts together with the second choices yang mana actually these choices I choose to put them last masa dulu2 plan for future. But now, this last choice la yang seems the right thing for me to do and kena dengan masa sekarang. I don't know how to react or how to feel about it because I don't know if this choices will be the right one for me. Other people's life seems so happy yet so easy but we never knew the real stories behind it.
Lagi satu, I used to think my life would be happy without problems. Some problems are okay but not the big problems. I thought life will be easier as I grew but no. Mana ada hidup tak ada masalah and you can't predict anything. Not at all.
Another thing is, I wish I have the strength to face some problems in my life. I've learned not to tell people but only with the right one where I know they would keep me stay up motivated in facing all these. Again, never in my mind I would have to face all this. Things used to be so happy but now all I see is just... I don't know how to describe. Too many things happened in one time. But I'm all grateful to have Him for me to pour my problems out, him who's always there for me through thick and thin, and my friends who keep me happy and listened to almost all my problems.
At the end of the day, you know this is life. It doesn't go the way you planned, but it goes the way Allah's plans. And all you have to do is follow the flow and be strong to whatever obstacles that might tests you in front. And I know I have to be strong for myself.
All the best for your future, dear self :)
Assalamualaikum.
Friday, May 8, 2015
Listen or talk?
I would prefer to listen. I'm not a good talker, I mean I have this weird part of me that didn't like to talk. Used to la but now dah normal hehe. When I was in the school few years back, I had always received the "Physically if people dont know you, then they would assume you're a shy girl bcs I dont see you talk that much.." Because I dont talk that much..See and I dont really mind if people said Im a shy girl because it was me who put the gap between me and other people. It was quite hard for me to start the conversation, to start talking to people and usually I would wait for them to ask me. When actually sometimes, it was me who wanted to meet them. Weird kan ko nak jumpa org then org yg kena tanya ko dulu ape ko nak? Haha patutnya diri sendiri la start telling what do you want from them and the reason you meet them.
But that was before. I learned better now in university life and this is the biggest thing that changed me :) Self-confidence gained better, I can already start the conversation and asked people first, I can mixed and know how to blend with people although sometimes I feel awkward but I try to make as comfortable as it should be. I know this might sound ordinary to most of you but for me, this makes a huge difference in my life :)
Anddd yes I think a lot. Some people may not believe me when I say I think a lot like... Reaaaaally.. That much ke? Yes! :D
I love to think but I don't always voice out my thoughts. Only if I feel that it is important, then that is the time where I feel ok this is right and I know I have to tell people about this and this. I love making my own thoughts and think it deeply before I point it out. Maybe that is why people never told me I'm the talkative type :D That explained well why I said this blog is my another side. Because I expressed almost all my thoughts here.. Things that I keep, or things that I find it hard to tell people I usually voice it out here. Maybe just some random posts, stories, memories or some words that brings something to me I'll usually put them here. I love to express them in words, and not pictures. I know picture speaks more but maybe because I love to write and think and I want the moment I re-read them all over again, it gives me those excited or curious feelings about what are the things that will happened next. I use both but more to words :)
This blog pictures so many things to me since 2010. I use my name as my old url for this blog and I just changed it to "amindthatlights" because I find it suits me with the words "mind" and "lights". Means I think a lot and my mind was like awake alllll the time and so it lights more like a bulb that lights.. Like that la when I think of my url at first :D I blogged them and already deleted some old posts or should I say all posts... Ok that was quite clear bcs I already delete all of them.. :D Got nothing to say anymore hehe! Till next post insyaAllah..
Assalamualaikum :)
But that was before. I learned better now in university life and this is the biggest thing that changed me :) Self-confidence gained better, I can already start the conversation and asked people first, I can mixed and know how to blend with people although sometimes I feel awkward but I try to make as comfortable as it should be. I know this might sound ordinary to most of you but for me, this makes a huge difference in my life :)
Anddd yes I think a lot. Some people may not believe me when I say I think a lot like... Reaaaaally.. That much ke? Yes! :D
I love to think but I don't always voice out my thoughts. Only if I feel that it is important, then that is the time where I feel ok this is right and I know I have to tell people about this and this. I love making my own thoughts and think it deeply before I point it out. Maybe that is why people never told me I'm the talkative type :D That explained well why I said this blog is my another side. Because I expressed almost all my thoughts here.. Things that I keep, or things that I find it hard to tell people I usually voice it out here. Maybe just some random posts, stories, memories or some words that brings something to me I'll usually put them here. I love to express them in words, and not pictures. I know picture speaks more but maybe because I love to write and think and I want the moment I re-read them all over again, it gives me those excited or curious feelings about what are the things that will happened next. I use both but more to words :)
This blog pictures so many things to me since 2010. I use my name as my old url for this blog and I just changed it to "amindthatlights" because I find it suits me with the words "mind" and "lights". Means I think a lot and my mind was like awake alllll the time and so it lights more like a bulb that lights.. Like that la when I think of my url at first :D I blogged them and already deleted some old posts or should I say all posts... Ok that was quite clear bcs I already delete all of them.. :D Got nothing to say anymore hehe! Till next post insyaAllah..
Assalamualaikum :)
Monday, May 4, 2015
Between what you should think or what you should do
As I scrolled down all photos in my albums, I have nothing to feel but so grateful for everything :) No words can ever describe how I feel at the moment and it is just something that I rarely got to feel. I wish this would stay forever but hey, this is life. It has its ups and downs :) And one more thing, people leave. But for now, lets just be positive and if they even leave, Allah will surely replaced them with someone or something better :)
I used to have a bad thoughts. I mean so much.. Really it was too much. Everytime I read those "something better will come" or "Allah will give you something better in return" or "good things come to those who wait" I would feel like if all these quotes were true, why I haven't been put in such condition? I keep questioning myself when is my turn to feel all this.. My turn to feel those "something good" or "someone better" is coming or being given to me.. I was an inpatience person inside.. Struggling to know everything till I get depressed and disappointed with myself. I felt like Im such a loser because no matter what I did, none would stay or even appreciate every efforts I did.. It was really hard. Battling between what you should do and what you should not think isn't something easy.. And so, I wait. Im starting to feel like if its really meant to be given to me, maybe that was the time where I already prepared myself or maybe that was the right time for me to receive all those gifts :) And believe me, Allah is All Knowing :) HE knows everything.. More than you will ever know.. HE will SURELY replaced and blessed you with something you will never think of.. Just be patience and positive.. It takes time for the good things to happen :)
Live your life, be happy.. It is okay to break sometimes but never let it conquers you.
Assalamualaikum :)
Friday, May 1, 2015
When the mind conquers, it takes all
Maybe, the real fear is when you can really feel you're about to lose that one person.
Or maybe it was not a true fact.
But oh you know, when the mind conquers, it takes All.
Fear of losing proves how much you love that one person.
How much they mean to you.
And how much you love them so much that you just want them silly- just for yourself.
You get that one fact right,
-I really am afraid to lose you
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
Counter 3 or store?
Assalamualaikum.
I'm happy to tell you that.... I love counter 3! Ok that was too rush to make it as the opener of this entry but im not gonna share much ok! Can't promised that either :p So currently im in counter 3 and im gonna work here for two weeks which means I have another one week left which is next week. If you noticed in my previous entry, I did said that I kinda not really into this place as it is tiring, and the workloads are reaaaaally that much. You know what it means kan when I said the workloads.. Sometimes I wish the patient could come another day or go for another counter or another clinic as long as it is not me who work there.. Ok that was too much.
And... It happened to be that I love this counter yeay!! I love it more than I love store and Im starting to dislike store because yea, I just realize I didnt have to walk too much for this counter. The medicines are all around me unlike store which I have to lift the boxes, packing, and doing all the things that definitely easy but continuosly working almost non-stop.. So I choose counter 3! :p Do you want to know how was the working flow at this counter and what are my duties? Even if you dont want to know, i still gonna tell you :p
1- The blue basket was sent to our counter. Dont worry it was just a small basket, not the big one. There contained prescription in it. Usually one patient one prescription but there were also some cases where patient brings two prescription.
2- I looked and scan through the prescription. If it is the new prescription, then I only have to fill for two months straight. If it was the old presciption then I have to count the balance of medicines should be given. I have to look at the TCA date as well. TCA stands for To Come Again date which is the date that patient have to come and see the doctor. I used to think TCA was meant for them to see us and take the medicines... :D but no, it was for them to meet the doctor. Things like follow up. Yes follow up..
3- Filling time. The medicines are all around me but the place was a bit smaller but anyhow I still love filling. If three or more people were at the counter, I can say there wasnt enough space for us to move and take medicines. So it would be better for only two person at a time but that would make filling time became longer and the patient also would have to wait longer as counter 3 held the most basket among all.. Which now you know why I am hesitated to work here. The mindset that stuck in my mind killed me a bit at first but I have started to love this counter from the first day.
I was fasting and I compared between how was my first day here in counter and my day in the store. Surprisingly, the counter made me feel comfortable and I don't feel tired like how I was when Im in store. Yea I'm quite happy hehehe :D
So I guess that's all now for another entry.. I don't know if I did share that much in this entry but I guess yes I did share that much... Haha I can't stop writing once I've started.. :'D The good news is I will be finishing my practical for less than three weeks and I cant wait for that longgggg holidayyyyy weeeehooooo!!!
Assalamualaikum! :)
I'm happy to tell you that.... I love counter 3! Ok that was too rush to make it as the opener of this entry but im not gonna share much ok! Can't promised that either :p So currently im in counter 3 and im gonna work here for two weeks which means I have another one week left which is next week. If you noticed in my previous entry, I did said that I kinda not really into this place as it is tiring, and the workloads are reaaaaally that much. You know what it means kan when I said the workloads.. Sometimes I wish the patient could come another day or go for another counter or another clinic as long as it is not me who work there.. Ok that was too much.
And... It happened to be that I love this counter yeay!! I love it more than I love store and Im starting to dislike store because yea, I just realize I didnt have to walk too much for this counter. The medicines are all around me unlike store which I have to lift the boxes, packing, and doing all the things that definitely easy but continuosly working almost non-stop.. So I choose counter 3! :p Do you want to know how was the working flow at this counter and what are my duties? Even if you dont want to know, i still gonna tell you :p
1- The blue basket was sent to our counter. Dont worry it was just a small basket, not the big one. There contained prescription in it. Usually one patient one prescription but there were also some cases where patient brings two prescription.
2- I looked and scan through the prescription. If it is the new prescription, then I only have to fill for two months straight. If it was the old presciption then I have to count the balance of medicines should be given. I have to look at the TCA date as well. TCA stands for To Come Again date which is the date that patient have to come and see the doctor. I used to think TCA was meant for them to see us and take the medicines... :D but no, it was for them to meet the doctor. Things like follow up. Yes follow up..
3- Filling time. The medicines are all around me but the place was a bit smaller but anyhow I still love filling. If three or more people were at the counter, I can say there wasnt enough space for us to move and take medicines. So it would be better for only two person at a time but that would make filling time became longer and the patient also would have to wait longer as counter 3 held the most basket among all.. Which now you know why I am hesitated to work here. The mindset that stuck in my mind killed me a bit at first but I have started to love this counter from the first day.
I was fasting and I compared between how was my first day here in counter and my day in the store. Surprisingly, the counter made me feel comfortable and I don't feel tired like how I was when Im in store. Yea I'm quite happy hehehe :D
So I guess that's all now for another entry.. I don't know if I did share that much in this entry but I guess yes I did share that much... Haha I can't stop writing once I've started.. :'D The good news is I will be finishing my practical for less than three weeks and I cant wait for that longgggg holidayyyyy weeeehooooo!!!
Assalamualaikum! :)
Sunday, April 19, 2015
So how was kk?
Assalamualaikum :)
Oh hai! Kk was awesome! *answeringquestionthatImadebymyselflol* It has been quite a time kan since my last update.. Em I got nothing to share actually hehe just now Im doing my practical kat kk and it was really fun! Despite the fact that it is tiring n kena deal dgn ramai orang, ianya best because I didnt have to move so much mcm dekat hospital.. Everything dekat je and Im so happy la to go to work everyday :D Mula2 time masuk tu ada rasa malas sikit sbb biasala pukul 8 kan haha then lepas pukul 9 camtu rasa taknak balik pun ada sebab kerja dia penat tapi tempatnya kecik and best la takyah jalan banyak haha! Nampak tak ko sebenarnya malas jalan kan dulu kemain merungut kena g macam2 tempat timr kat hospital :p
So ada beberapa kaunter n the stor hehe.. For the first week i was at counter 5 and ok la sebab tak penat but bila bakul takde memang takde sangat.. Bila dah ada haaaaa tinggi melangit hahaha tapi kalau student ramai cepat je settle bakul tu :) Attached kat kaunter 5 for just a week je and then now Im at store for two weekssss!! This is the fact that you guys have to know and have to remember. Must remember ok!! I NEVER LIKE STORE. I NEVER LIKE DOING STORE JOB OR ANYTHING OR INDENT KE APE KE UWAAA but this time kan.. I find it worth to be in store sbb eh best la plak buat keje2 stor. Susun2 ubat, ikat ubat, packing ubat yes my favourite! :D So biasanya pagi2 sampai terus pergi kat madam tanya nk buat ape then kalau takde keje terus g bahagian pre packing then tolong pack ubat.. Mengantuk gak la pack2 ubat haha nasib ade air :'D Then bila dah siap pack kalau dah takde keje pergi kacau yg lain kat kaunter lain hehe.. Kat sini kaunter yg paling memenatkan adalah kaunter 5 sbb bakul dia non stopp and Ill be there next week huwaaaa.. Kena get ready mental n fizikal ni.. Hope everything will be okay insyaAllah :)
Lagi sebulan je nak habis and I kinda nervous thinking about what and how my life would be after this.. I dont even know what are the things that Im gonna do or the decisions that Im gonna take. They dont usually come easy, i know but Ill make sure it brings benefit to me and everyone. By means everyone I mean my parents :) I mean laaa I could have use parents kot but em couldnt be botheredddd haha
Oh hai! Kk was awesome! *answeringquestionthatImadebymyselflol* It has been quite a time kan since my last update.. Em I got nothing to share actually hehe just now Im doing my practical kat kk and it was really fun! Despite the fact that it is tiring n kena deal dgn ramai orang, ianya best because I didnt have to move so much mcm dekat hospital.. Everything dekat je and Im so happy la to go to work everyday :D Mula2 time masuk tu ada rasa malas sikit sbb biasala pukul 8 kan haha then lepas pukul 9 camtu rasa taknak balik pun ada sebab kerja dia penat tapi tempatnya kecik and best la takyah jalan banyak haha! Nampak tak ko sebenarnya malas jalan kan dulu kemain merungut kena g macam2 tempat timr kat hospital :p
So ada beberapa kaunter n the stor hehe.. For the first week i was at counter 5 and ok la sebab tak penat but bila bakul takde memang takde sangat.. Bila dah ada haaaaa tinggi melangit hahaha tapi kalau student ramai cepat je settle bakul tu :) Attached kat kaunter 5 for just a week je and then now Im at store for two weekssss!! This is the fact that you guys have to know and have to remember. Must remember ok!! I NEVER LIKE STORE. I NEVER LIKE DOING STORE JOB OR ANYTHING OR INDENT KE APE KE UWAAA but this time kan.. I find it worth to be in store sbb eh best la plak buat keje2 stor. Susun2 ubat, ikat ubat, packing ubat yes my favourite! :D So biasanya pagi2 sampai terus pergi kat madam tanya nk buat ape then kalau takde keje terus g bahagian pre packing then tolong pack ubat.. Mengantuk gak la pack2 ubat haha nasib ade air :'D Then bila dah siap pack kalau dah takde keje pergi kacau yg lain kat kaunter lain hehe.. Kat sini kaunter yg paling memenatkan adalah kaunter 5 sbb bakul dia non stopp and Ill be there next week huwaaaa.. Kena get ready mental n fizikal ni.. Hope everything will be okay insyaAllah :)
Lagi sebulan je nak habis and I kinda nervous thinking about what and how my life would be after this.. I dont even know what are the things that Im gonna do or the decisions that Im gonna take. They dont usually come easy, i know but Ill make sure it brings benefit to me and everyone. By means everyone I mean my parents :) I mean laaa I could have use parents kot but em couldnt be botheredddd haha
Thursday, April 2, 2015
Remove and reset
Maybe I should get rid of this thing off from me and maybe I'll live happily everrr after afterrr thiss. Maybe all I can do is training myself to accept everything and cherish every moment and to not worry some things that may happen.. But hey, that will be the future. And the future isn't here yet. But the present is here, so cherish it. Don't worry over things that we ourselves unsure of is it going to happen or not because it kills our mind so much. One and the last thing that I hope is, I hope some people could bother their own business rather than seek time and interfere with others' life... Everyone knows what and why they did so leave them alone. There must be a reason and thus, just mind yours.
Wednesday, March 25, 2015
A good lesson(s)
Kadang-kadang dalam hidup kau akan jumpa dengan orang yang buat kau hanyalah suatu pilihan. Right at the moment sebenarnya kau boleh rasa tapi still, kau nak nafikan.
Trust me, do trust your heart.
Kau tak layak untuk dijadikan pilihan.
Tiada siapa yang layak untuk dijadikan pilihan.
Kerana sepatutnya kau dihargai.
Baik lelaki mahupun perempuan, tinggalkan benda yang kau rasa dari awal memang tak betul. Kau layak untuk dijadikan pilihan oleh seseorang yang menghargai.
Bila kau usaha sampai kau sendiri mati akal nak usaha macam mana lagi, trust me bila aku kata kau dah habis usaha.
Kalau orang hargai, kau tak perlu pun nak usaha sampai kau sendiri perlu tanya nak usaha apa lagi.
Maaf, aku bukan sempurna. Salah silap aku juga pernah buat dulu.
Tapi, cukuplah setakat dulu.
Aku dah mula buka mata siapa yang ada waktu aku susah.
Siapa yang terima aku dikala aku menjadi, aku.
Siapa yang selalu beri nasihat, despite all irrelevant words that they said towards that particular person.
Aku tak mahu orang baru, kawan baru.
Cukuplah setakat yang ada.
Kawan baik, kawan, dan semua yang ada.
Sebab satu benda yang aku perasan bila aku jumpa dengan kawan baru,
Dia tak terima kita macam mana kawan-kawan lama terima.
Friends for benefit,
Lah katakan,
26/3
Trust me, do trust your heart.
Kau tak layak untuk dijadikan pilihan.
Tiada siapa yang layak untuk dijadikan pilihan.
Kerana sepatutnya kau dihargai.
Baik lelaki mahupun perempuan, tinggalkan benda yang kau rasa dari awal memang tak betul. Kau layak untuk dijadikan pilihan oleh seseorang yang menghargai.
Bila kau usaha sampai kau sendiri mati akal nak usaha macam mana lagi, trust me bila aku kata kau dah habis usaha.
Kalau orang hargai, kau tak perlu pun nak usaha sampai kau sendiri perlu tanya nak usaha apa lagi.
Maaf, aku bukan sempurna. Salah silap aku juga pernah buat dulu.
Tapi, cukuplah setakat dulu.
Aku dah mula buka mata siapa yang ada waktu aku susah.
Siapa yang terima aku dikala aku menjadi, aku.
Siapa yang selalu beri nasihat, despite all irrelevant words that they said towards that particular person.
Aku tak mahu orang baru, kawan baru.
Cukuplah setakat yang ada.
Kawan baik, kawan, dan semua yang ada.
Sebab satu benda yang aku perasan bila aku jumpa dengan kawan baru,
Dia tak terima kita macam mana kawan-kawan lama terima.
Friends for benefit,
Lah katakan,
26/3
Sunday, March 8, 2015
Between pharmacy and degree(#inothercourse)
Assalamualaikum
It has been a great day today since I already finished with MUET. I no longer have to revise or worry about the exams. Of course the result will be another thing that I need to think but let's just put that aside first. There's a lot of things that I need to settle down within this month and I can say that March is an intriguing month for me. The assignments, upcoming final exams, and the application for the degree is really making me quite miserable lately. I don't know where to start, what to do eventhough I already list all these things. Sometimes I feel like I just want to stop from doing all this. I don't know what choices I have in future or whether the course that Im gonna take meet my passion. I'm not even sure whether I can stand all the busy life of becoming a student, - again after 3 years with books which actually you know, others are currently battling with their degree.
Im not regretting the fact that I spent 3 years for this course because this is my passion, I love learning this, I love doing this, I love everything about the subjects together with the practical year and new life that I already encountered, and so I couldn't care less what others have to say eventhough some people said it seems like Im wasting my time on this. But what makes me hesitated is, the course that Im gonna take for another 3 or 4 years. I don't know whether I can survive taking another course which I myself don't even know about my choice/my current passion either. Complicated much? Kan. Oh let's just put that aside first. It will be okay eventually... (I hope)
I always heard about this one problem that I usually knew from my friends and I tend to feel sorry for them as I don't know in what way I can do to help. But currently, I was having quite a hard time in trusting and getting the fact that, - yes you are in this condition right now and best of luck. - It's like everything came directly at the same time and literally I lost balance in juggling everything.
The last thing that I wish to have is just at least people would understand and respect my decision together with the choices I made. Eventhough it seems impossible for now, but I hope things will get easier. One thing for sure, no one likes to be force and having to choose between two major things are irrelevant. Freedom is for everyone and I strongly hold onto, people can only give their opinion but the one who makes the decision is yourself, the one who wants to be happy is yourself, the one who knows more about that particular option is yourself, the one that know why you choose and all the reasons is still, yourself. I wish I have the courage to say this but sometimes keeping your mouth shut is better. I need at least, the courage to face this and let it away as time flies. Well sometimes I do hope time flies as I want to meet the future really quick. I do believe that in every hardship, there is ease and yes, there is ease. To have someone who assure that you're not alone in facing this is quite comforting, and to realize the fact that one particular person is making his effort to make this problem better had just give me strength to deal with this test in a more calming way.
Please, I want to meet future so badly.
Assalamualaikum
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